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A very meaningful day for me and Nic~ Love him so much.. Hope that i can be a perfect girl for him. He call me yesterday night, I angry of him cause he didn't reply me. But everything is solve later.. It is just a misunderstand.Sorry~ We have a very long conversation.. Blah blah blah~ [secret between us] Then he ask me, will i be his girl? I answer him,''Give me some time,kay?'' But he never give up, and he do respect my decision.. He ask me once again the same question, but my answer is different this time. When i just say ''Yes,I do!'' He suddenly keep silence. I was so curious and so i ask him, and he told me that he wanna record the time when i say ''Yes'' to him at that moment! It is 11.43pm 28072009. He make me feel so sweet..^^ Nic,is a very romantic guy~ That's why I'm in love with him deeply!

I read your blog again, although it is the same post.. But i still feel touched by all your words. I doesn't know what to say.. And i really get the feeling. You are not my VIP,but you are the only ONE ! No matter how tough our future is.. I believe we will face it together. You are sincere to me. And you do all the things just to make me feel comfort and happy! I feel it,the way you feel now.. I love when you say, ''I realli worry about you!'' & ''I like euu, I care ur feeling .. I scare u dislike, I scare i will lost euu.. I scare u will angry me, I scare euu will hate me.. I care u much more den myself..'' Nic,i really feel your heart! Miss you!

Thanks for my friends, thanks for all your advise.. Especially KKC! She really give me a lot of support on the relationship between Nic and me. I doesn't want to lose such a good guy. I know I'm so selfish. But i realise that my love to him is getting deeper. I really trust him! And i do wish we will have happy ending. Sometimes i feel that the words i say through my mouth, is not what i think in my heart. I getting confuse now! My feeling tells me that i need someone to lead me. I really stupid for this time. I never feel this kinda feeling before. But all i can say to express my feeling is.. I Love Him! Yesterday i didn't saw him on msn.. I feel really down! And i text him at night, but he didn't reply me. What was happening on him? TT I feel like dying! Do you understand what i feel? Sob Sob~ As KKC says ''Nothing is Impossible!'' I believe i can face all this! But i really need all my friends to care for me! I'm serious with it! I Miss You,Nic!

Its him again.. I view his blog once again without feeling any bored. But this time i feel a little jealous, don't really know why.. Today at school i keep on mention bout him. My sisters and friends do support me. They believe that he wouldn't hurt me, although they don't even know him. I wish i could be with him.. Yesterday he told me something bout himself. I fell asleep while smsing with him. I'm sorry Nic~ Sigh~ He told me something that i never ever think before, I've been thinking for so long about it! I even ask my babes opinions.. They told me that it will be fine, and i don't need to take it so serious. Now I'm okay with it. I can accept it, and i trust him. Hope that it wouldn't influence our relationship.

24/07 Friday Today at school got nothing special that i can do.. Cause everyone is busy preparing for Saturday school carnival. I didn't went down and help my classmate, because i don't really feel well with the hot whether. Our class teacher give us our coupon today, each of us have to buy RM30 coupon. So wasting,cause all of us knew that we won't be able to finish our coupon on that day. I stay in class with my friends, We talk and discuss about tomorrow.. So boring..teachers are not coming into class. And we got nothing to do.. Went to tuition again..TT When we're going back by LRT,i meet Yi Xiang . Since we plan to have a drink at cafe so We ask him whether he wanna follow us or not. And he says yes! But at last we didn't make it cause of some reasons. We walk around TS and all we can say that it was such a bored! PUMA! Went home at 6pm++, mom tell me that my sister plan to bake cheese tart and i say yes! I give a help to my sister to bake the tart. Complete b

I'm not feeling well since this morning in school, it makes me feel really moody! I'm quiet all day long in school.. my friends asked me ''Why are you so quiet today?'' And i just answer them very simple,''I'm in pain!'' I suddenly feel cold but a the same time i sweat~ I know that is not well.. Today didn't study much in school, teachers and student are busying~ with their photo shooting and lecture.. Me? Sitting in the class,having a nap.. I don't like this kinda of feeling.. HELP! sigh~ Tomorrow! Once again i skipped school.. Rest at home..peacefully! But there are many stuffs for me to be done.. What to do? I'm so tired! Please! Give me a break! I have to busy with all these things~ Class tee? When are we going to get? Contribution for Hari Keusahawanan? This Saturday is our school Hari Keusahawanan, and we're stuck in mess! Lack of capital~ Our class had been chosen to have the social work.. We already decide the place bu

Yesterday afternoon after back from school, i straight away online and wish i could meet him in msn.. But he never online,i feel a little disappointed at that moment.. Then i went to his blog page and listen to the song he dedicated to me.. [cry on my shoulder] Every time i listen to this song,i think of him.. Thinking of what he had done for me! At night,i receive a message from him.. And once again,he made me cry and smile.. It was the words from his heart, and i feel it with my heart too .. I wish to reply him, and tell him that i miss him too but i didn't.. I'm not ready to start any relationship yet, cause i just start to have feelings on him and i know that I'm not that into him.. I just wanna make sure that i really love him, before we make it to the another stage.. So that none of us will get hurt. He trust me, and he did not force me to accept him now. He know that i need more time, and he respect my decision. I hope that I'm not too selfish. If he really foun

Its him that i mean,a nice guy. He makes me feel warm with all his care. He treat me truely as his friend. And he gives out all his love to me, and treasure me like his baby. His silly actions tells me that he is lovely. He do everything just to make me feel touch. And i do. Thanks for all your love,Nic.

I really love you guys so much.. Sometimes I don't really know how to express me feeling to you, but it doesn't mean that i don't care about you! I shout,scold,angry and even mumbling on you because i really cared about you. To all my friends,you guys are not only my best friend but we're family. That is what i can name for our relation. Do you know how important are you to me? I share my everything to you and you will always lend me your ears.. Thanks for all my friends, and thanks for what they have done for me! They care and they always forgive me, no matter how stubborn i am. I'm really touch with all your love. I LOVE YOU! That's all i can say.. True Friends There are many people that we meet in our lives but only a very few will make a lasting impression on our minds and hearts It is these people that we will think of often and who will always remain important to us as true friends ~ Susan Polis Schutz ~

Story Of KAM LIN GEI I feel so uncomfortable,even myself doesn't know why..maybe is because there are lesser and lesser friend going tuition together..TT how much i wish our gang could be all together completely.but now there is only left three of us go to tuition..speechless,all of them know how much i really care bout them.. i love you,all my dear! Today in class i was trying to tell my didi as we're going to eat Hokkien fried noodle after school and he told me. 'Oh,KAM LUN TAI izit?' and all of us laugh..and i say 'Is not KAM LUN TAI la!' then i ask Ling,what is the shop name? She told me was PUN GAM LIN,and i repeated it back to WC.. 'The restaurant named PUN GAM ...' then i stop,wtf she played me and all of them keep on laughing as both of us are acting in a drama..making jokes for them! So shame..TT After school three of us and Bruce along with us going to Plaza Rakyat by LRT,cause Ilicia daddy and mommy is not free to fetch us..We joke all the

I have been chosen in many subjects to attend the school extra classes.. TT sob sob.. 14/07 Tuesday Today i have to attend for Add Math with Lilly.the class start at 1.15pm just 5minutes later after our school end,the time get fixed so nice..it was so bored cause Pn . Rosmiza is the one who teach,and its because of her i failed my Add Math! Thanks to her! Then she gave us a lot of activities as in we know how to answer all the question..she is really a crazy women! I just copied back the questions only,is just blank.. TT Got some question can do till half way only..haiz..so ke lian ..! While all of us tried so hard to answer all these questions she just sat on the teacher's place and not to help us to solve..speechless,we end our class at 2.15pm and get back home.. 15/07 Wednesday Today is the another day for me to have extra class with Ling Ling..Oh! Damn it! Today's subject is Physics,and the teacher is Pn . Ruhana (i guess it spell like this ba ) hehe ,this class go

12 of July,i wake up very early this morning cause we're going to look for my aunt who just came back from Sabah .. My family and i had our breakfast at Petaling Jaya once again,where i eat the mee yoke last few days.. after having breakfast we pay a visit on my aunt.. then my family accept me and Vinc and both of my aunts went to Pavilion shopping..TT i wish to go,but cant! Because all also old lady and men..^^ I'm too young for it..haha,joking! Just stay at my aunt's house lo,nothing to do..and they came back from shopping at 7pm! Damn! My daddy and mommy just left me and shop for 6hours! I was so angry on all of them for not bringing me along..gek sei me! [Do i look so childish? But is only when facing my parents and all my dear..^^] My mom know that i was angry with it,and she try to tickle me..but i just ignore her! Then we went to Jaya 1 at PJ since both of my aunts are vegetarian so we went to have.. Vegetarian of course! Nonsense! The restaurant name KECHARA,Oasis .

Today i woke up at 8am in the morning just to attend my account class at 9am at Martin..I saw my Er Jie there,so happy to see her cause all of us have our things to busy about so we don't have much time meeting with each others..After the 1st account class then Ilicia,Ling and me already leave as we didn't attend the Add Math and RIA class..three of us went to Yang Guang to have breakfast,then we straight away went to TS and Sg.wang as in Ilicia plan to buy a shoe so we did accompany her..Waking for around 1hour ++ then she found a shoe that she want and so she bought it..Its already 2.30pm,and we start to feel bored,so Ling plan to have a sit at any cafe or restaurant..We then have our Hi-Tea @ Lunch at Uncle Duck..first we just order the Curry Fish Balls and later on Ling says that she wanna try the Spicy Steamboat as the name sounds really spicy..so we have another order..we have a chicken set meal as Ling does not eat beef meat..but Ilicia do add on a plate of sliced beef.

As normal went to tuition at Kasturi today,just went home by taking LRT..today only 3 of us went to tuition,that is WC,Ilicia and me..Ilicia mom fetch us there..as normal we don't know what to eat..then we plan to go some where there have air condition,and we choose to go Old Town at CM.. Menu of Old Town..Don't know what to eat leh..? Xi Mut Milk Tea & Ice Lemon Tea My Nasi Lemak.. Today tuition still can understand,but worried that on the exam will forgot..haizz.. Tomorrow my school organize a Camp Fire at 7.30PM..I'm going with my friend orhx..^^ Tomorrow have to wake up early cause need to attend my account class at Martin,must arrive there before 9AM..Damn! After tuition,me and Ilicia plan to have lunch with others and having a window shopping at Pavilion..then go to Pandan Jaya,P.Malam..^^

This morning so tired de,don't feel like going to school but at last wake up also.. DAMN TIRED! When after the assembly,suddenly the discipline teacher stop me..that is because yesterday i never stay back for the extra class..TT what the hell! early in the morning jiu kena already..i told the teacher that I'm not going to attend any single of Malay and English class,and i told him that i will get a letter from my parents..but is useless,he say that letter he will accept but this time i still have to be punished.. OMG! Again and again!! Pn.Hela (the women) again! She cane me with a very thick cane on my hand..that feeling was, SO PAIN! Why me again? I don't want to enter the discipline room anymore! And i don't want to be punished again! TT Today also very less study,no teacher coming in..straight away 4period without teacher.What is all the teacher doing?? They really got so busy mie?? Damn lazy de..two days more is Yi Wa and Joely birthday already..going to celeb

Hahaha,already few days didn't update my blog..im busy and lazy..what to do? Last friday was 'Bicara Professional' but i didn't went to school cause daddy and mommy is not free to go,so i just stay at home and wait for tuition at 2.30PM..i went out early to take LRT with my brother to Plaza Rakyat ..then something happened when Ilicia call me and tell a [secret] ,and i promised her something but i didn't make it and i make her really angry..don't know how suddenly went to TS with Yi Xiang,WC and Boey ..^^ hehe,can't understand right? that's the point..My Friday just end like this.. Saturday,morning..i woke up at 9something and i do have tuition today but I'm not going cause worried my dear dear,Ilicia still angry with me..XP then wait till 3pm got private tuition,today JHao and CKin fong fei gei .. just left me going tuition alone..HMPH~ angry them already! At night went to KLCC shopping with family..back home at 10PM++ so tired,go sleep le la.

Yesterday our school came a lecturer for accounts from SBU ,that lecture is so boring~~..most of us slept in the library.. me and my friends were sleepy so we keep on going out to toilet.. TT what a "good" lecturer i have ever seen..she make everyone feel sleepy..! Our school just waste money by asking all this " professional lecturer" to come our school.. waste time,waste money.. then recess time came..DAMN,the same question we'll ask every time we recess.. What are you going to eat? We're already bored with all the food in canteen,it doesn't taste good,it's not healthy will all fried and spicy food.. If we're going to eat all this food everyday sure get cancer,guarantee.. don't say we got a lot of complain,it is because the canteen doesn't do well.. My school are really suck! i don't like my school,that the truth.. K. Wah call me on the Wednesday and say that he will find me after school on Thursday 02/07.. So long didn't sa