JACKLYN ♥ ORIGIN~

It has been sometime for me to blog as a blogger. Time passes really fast and its like 5 years ago when i first started my blog. That it was such an unpredictable that i am able to maintain my blog up-to-date. Even though i do not post as frequent like i did previously. Well, now it has become a lil gift for myself when ever i read it back. I can really see how stupid and naive i am previously. Sharing alot of my personal "great love" stories. Ewww~ Thinking of it makes me have goose bumps. And i do really wish that i could still able to maintain it even until when i get marriage. *maybe This would be even greater if i could be more hardworking a post more frequent especially regading my daily lifestyle. It helps me to records down each and every minutes of the precious moment. Especially while now i'm studying abroad in UK. Hmph~ hopefully i would extra time so i can spend on my blog. Can't wait for another 5 years to celebrate my 10th Anniversary wi

Ever since ive step down to UK, ive never happy with my relatioship. Is like lacking of love and care between us.  All i could feel is that im the one who being sensitive all of the time.  But he doesnt really cares, even my feelings are neglected.  Somehow i really suffer with this relationhip here.  Fighting so hard all by myself is not easy. What he thought is that im being emotional all the time.  He dont even know that there are problems occured. All these were cause by him. After he have been here, friends is only his concern. Leaving me, walking alone or staying at home is okay for him. He will never feel lonely like i do. How insecure am i towards this relationship and him. Seriously i dont understand why should i suffer. I really feel like giving up this relationship, not because the problems occured these days but because we dont love each other that much anymore.  He has too much of privacy and he even forgotten that he has a girlfriend that really needs his companion at a p