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Feel so awful this whole damn week! My emotional is becoming abnormal again. Feelings getting up and down all the time. But i felt that i become more sentimental for the past 2-3 days. And ya, very sensitive. Maybe is because of "girls bestfriend" came and visit me. Easily get frustrated, down and even depress. Thinking of lots of things and i'm trying hard to find myself a solution. However, it doesn't seems to work. It was just yesterday, going through people's post and looking back on people's past. Somehow i've find out that, some words mean alot to me. And i get influence and distracted by all these words in the post. Lack of security these days. Hoping so much, from him and myself. Really hope that i can have time for myself to really sit down and think. What do i really want. *I've got no idea what am i thinking of now! I believe time can cure me. Or...... Some support, confession or nice talk of "you" would work b

Hmph.. I'm quite active with my blog these days. Keeping on update my blog, but it is mostly more to emotional posting. * As usual~ Cause what i felt that my blog is a safe place for me to actually release or confess. Well, this time is gonna be something else different. Just feel like posting up things that related to "him". A story of us, and how i get to "steal" his heart from him. =) *blush You know what, being with him is just like a dream for me. ^^ Never know that i could have the chance to be a part of his fabulous life. Well, this is what i've keep on mentioning to him. The story starts here.... Started to get attracted by him since a year ago. Cause i personally think that this guy is talented as he was a K-Pop Cover Dancer. The passion of him towards his interest is so strong. There were once he had told me that, he would dance for his entire life, if he could. These words had a huge changed of my perception on him. Of course,

My current feeling is just like the title. Even myself is not able to reach my exact feeling. I only know the reason why, is probably i love him too much. It was hard for him to tell him, how much does his word meant for me. Is hard for me to explain my feeling. I cant even figure it out by myself. I really wish to know what is going on with me. For all the time, i thought loving a person is putting him into my heart. So that he could feel that heartbeat of mine, feel my feeling, feel how painful my heart is. But when it comes to problem, it doesnt seems like what i've thought. He couldnt understand and at the same time im unable to explain. I really dont meant to cause you moody or down. I was so, out of my control. I really wish that i can burried all my emotional, so you are not aware of it. After all, it was my problem for not able to tell you. I apologise. I cant figure out what was the main factor that causes my heart broken. This time is so much painful compa

Feeling very bad currently. Not able to think on what should I do to proceed. Maybe is my problem for not able to deliver my feelings. I was too relied on the others exactly like the other mangos. Always wanted people to know and understand what was my feeling. It was so wrong, now I finally understand what people trying to mean by silent is gold. I speak too much about myself, too much to be share. I thought it was something good, to be truth to your own by not hiding anything. But yet, I found out there is more to cons than pros. Now that I’ve started the conversation and I don’t even know how am I gonna end this. Putting ourselves on people’s shoes should always be taken at the first place. However, sometimes we can’t fully understand what was the situation that people were facing. We, as human, are unable to measure how bad the situation is, until we really faced it ourselves. I’m exactly a drop of oil in a cup of water now, just can’t be a combination

To You, (If you realise that was you, please read it carefully!) Thanks for ruin my day! And ya, you're that influential to me! Happy now? I don't meant to stalk you or purposely viewed your profile. But you keep on appearing on my news feed that distracting me! (Okay, maybe is just an excuse for myself to feel better!) But can you please stop mentioning me on your FB! I was so fucked up with your behaviour! Don't keep on blaming and saying that I'm the one who had dump you! Think back! Who is the one who gave up on our relationship at first? YOU ARE THE ONE! And since you said that you can't forget me, have you think off retrieve our relationship at first! You are the one who gave up so soon, and don't forget this is not the first time we broke up. And you know why? Is all because of your attitude! I never mention anything about this in the message, cause i don't meant to be harsh on you. That was the reason why, i asked you out so that i can