JACKLYN ♥ ORIGIN~

Fed up. Speechless for me. I have nothing to talk about this anymore. Once and again my planning has been destroy. And now is still remains the same. DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMMORE! 

I've already decided. But still feel weird. Feel different when i listen to his voice. I'm insane!

Why is LOVE consist of so many QUESTIONS? I don't know why am i becoming like that. I have no idea about my negative thinking. But what i saw is problems still occur when it comes to arguement. And i don't feel that you feel it. Letting you go,is not because i don't love you. Is because i love you so much. For your own good,i wish that i could be brave... Be brave to let go my hand. But i just do not have the heart to. I need time to think,should we stay or we do have different ways to go. My heart is so painful when we're arguing. My tears drop everytime i listen to the truth. Why is it so cruel? When i love you more,i hate myself more. I hate myself for hurting you once and once again. Why everytime i couldn't tell you the truth that i feel, but i choose to keep silent. Yesterday was wrong,i shouldn't let you feel that we're okay. But i just don't want you to stay awake. Your eyes are red and you have class on the next morning. I'm so

I realise that i'm not as strong as i thought. It is a toughest and the worst thing that happend to me. I'm so suffering now. And no one could understand me. I hope that i'll never made a mistake. But i'm just to tired. I'm tired for thinking bout this all over the time. I'm bored,how much i wish that i could really give up. But i can't! God,please help! Guide me please~ i'm really tired. I don't feel like going to college anymore. Feel like wanna withdraw. I hate the feeling when i'm facing them! And i really hate them too! Hate myself for choosing the wrong subject. Why do i need to tolerate them? I should think of myself only,this is what it should be. I just hate everything when it comes to college! Hate their selfishness! Fuck them off!

Next Monday is going to start college again. Second sem after this sem break. SO fast!!! I didn't really enjoy this sem break.. Gosh~ TT Alot of things that i have to think off. New classmates (God bless! Hope they're friendly enuff) New Subject (hope it wouldn't be so tough,at least i could understand) New lecturers (hope they're not lazy & not too strict) New timetable (i dunwan to have nite class & saturday class) & Co-curricular (gotta join this sem,this is where i'm goin to be torture) It is so awful! I think i might not have many time left after this sem opening. Someone please KILL ME! I'm so worried. But i know i gotta face it. Thought of staying at home for the first week. But William ask me to attend the classes so that 4 of us can hang out. But is true too,i miss the time we hang out so much. Have lots of fun. Miss you,Nise Miss you too,Wiliam & Always be miss,Vicent. ^^ Sigh~ Can start to feel bored before the new sem start. TT Sob

HIS- Mr Vicent Leong                                                                   HER- Ms Jacklyn Kong

At last,he came back on 15 September mid night. And this is the end for my freedom. TT no more outing with friends till late night. He look for me on the 17th. Spend all our time together after 7days he went back his hometown. Enjoyed being with him,we have lunch and dinner together. That day was really tired,sleep early. Thats why we forgotten to wish our male bitch sharp on 12am. William's birthday falls on 18th September. Yesterday we went to have dessert, since he has some request from me so he has to pay back to me. XP We went to Sweet Hut at Kuchai Lama. But while on the way...Cold war happend. Then we talk,and he do something that meke me feel really touched. The war ends,and we still love each other so much! ^^ I know you love me. And i love you too.

15 September The same day,outing with my BFF. Ya,this celebration is after the outing. Is my Cookies dear birthday. ^^ Is going (already is) to be 17th this year. After saying good bye to Ilicia and Lilly. Straight meet up with Alice and Edwin at Low Yat. Waiting for them to finish work. (including Rainee) Around 10pm,meet up with Cookies and Calvin. Suddenly Edis called and say he will join us to the restaurant. Waiting for Edis and Mandy for LONG time. Then we move on to the Korean Village. While on the way to the restaurant,many funny things that happend. * Skip skip skip. Suddenly Anson pop out from Edwin's car, Cookies and me have no idea why was him here. (he told us that he is unable to join) It was a suprise for his little daughter,Cookies. ^^ Enjoy the meal so much! And it taste really good. Having lots of fun with them. Here is our group picture. On top (from left to right) : Edwin, Alice, Rainee, Karthy, Edward, Mandy, Edis Bottom (from left to right) : Me, Cookies, Cal

15 September Outing with Lilly and Ilicia. So long didn't shop with them since both of them are SO busy. As usual we plan to meet up at 2pm but i'm always late. I reach there at 2.40pm. =P Sorry guys. Then we went to Wong Kok at Pavillion to have our breakfast and lunch. This is where we saw our nightmare. Lazy to blog about this person. * Skip skip skip Then we shop around at Pav, Ilicia bought a purse from ROXY. Then we move to Farenheit (Grand Opening on that day) We shop until Lilly's leg was pain. Charles & Keith grand opening sales for a week. So both of them bought a bag and a purse from C & K. TaaDaa..Picture of us. Ilicia, Lilly and Me. The End!

03 September Celebrating Keith's birthday at his house. A BBQ party! It has been a long time that we didn't gather up after high school. Everyone is busying about their studies,their very own college life. That night was great,even W.Seng came back and celebrate for him. Most of us are here. I think Keith is really happy on that night. Very lazy wanna talk...pictures would help. His birhday cake.taste delicious..! I guess this is Fruit Cheese. Ling, Wei Seng and Me. Sing K segment.   Me with the birthday boy! Please cut your hair larr! Cutting his cake.. =P Happy Belated Birthday, Kah Keat.. ^^

To what ever "kitten" it is. I doesn't want to bother what kinda cat or meow or any animal you are. Just get out of my life! Stop your fucking feeling towards my MR. Fuck off with your bloody fish bone! I don't need you to post anything about HIM. You're too childish that you wouldn't have the chance to stand right beside me. Go home and learn your fucking language before you come and talk to me. You're too small and your brain is still unmature to think. Don't mention anything fucking feeling of yours. It doesn't make any sense at all! You are such a slut! This is what i judged you! Can't get the little one so replace by the big one? Quite funny,aren't you? Grow up little kitten! See the reality! Go and learn something! Just know how to have sex and taking naked pictures aren't enough for you to live! You'll learn the lesson one day! Keep on doing it and it will show the way to HELL! So just FUCK OFF!

Crazy Vicent Leong ask me to post about him Cause he is jealous of Denise. ==" Sot sot de! Ohh ya! He went back to his hometown already,this afternoon. I just realise that Alor Setar is quite far from KL o.. (O.O)? And ya,i miss him alot. ^^ I feel so lonely when he is not right beside me. ( I know he wants me to say that.. XP ) But seriously quite bored la.. Living without his stupid attitude is really empty. XD Wish to hug him now. Feel warm when i listen to his voice, although we quarrel through the phone la. ( NOT kiss me through the phone! ) But i'll still ***** you so much! ♥ Love you,my baby boyy! Muackss~ ^^

My lovely bitch is going back to her dad's hometown tomorrow, before she went back to her hometown. TT sob sob I'll miss her so much! Cause no one is going to hang out with me,gossip with me,help me to bully Vicent. Oh Gosh! Two weeks is not a short period. Please do update whatever about you! I must know about it! And remember don't act like just came out from jail arr! Luan luan lai! I'll kill you before Adam King meet you. XP Hehehe~ Miss you bitch!

I change my hair cut almost 4times this year. And this is what i can say, is getting shorter but mature.^^ I love it so much! Hope Mr Leong could accept it,cause is consider short for him. ( China Man mahh! )  Here is some pictures that shows the different of the length. Picture of 2009 Dec Picture of 2010 June  See the length buddy.. TT During OO Nite. Hair make over,sponsor by SECOLO Hairdressing! This is the time to CUT CUT CUT! Pictures of 25 June Pictures of 11 July Again,look at the length~ Then...we have Toni&Guy Hair Show. My hair have just grown a little and now need to cut again! Thanks to Kath Newman from Toni&Guy. Picture of 11 August See..got abit different wan! XD See me on my birthday! Picture of 27 August  Got abit longer,right? No matter what just say yes! And now.......... Taadaaa! Suprise with my hair ya? Love this so much! Thanks to my hair stylist,Wesley Chieng from SECOLO. Pictures of 10 September THE END! Heart my HAIR!

07/09 Having my 3rd birthday celebration with my dears... Cookies,Calvin & Anson! Is quite suprise for me. Cause i receive their call around 8.00pm++ bout the dinner. Get evrything prepared and meet them at Times Square. Arrive at the restaurant around 10.30pm++ All i can say was WOW ! The place was so nice. We ate alot man! BBQ fish, Thai steam squid, BBQ lala, Green curry crab & Salted Egg Crab.. Yum Yum Yummmm~ Freaking delicious! And the place was nice! Such a great place to have romantic dinner. XP Thanks Calvin & Anson for planning this for me,a month ago. Appreciate it,not forgotten thanks for the meal..^^  I'm really FULL!   

Live Happily With You!

Yesterday was my 2nd birthday celebration with, Edwin,Alice,Jonathan & Yuki. Arrive at Look Out Point around 11.00pm. Having great dinner with them,although the food sucks! Just few of us,but i still enjoy so much! Cause they are the important people in my life. ( Bao bao & Hong hong not here tonight! ) TT We spend lots of time being together. Work together,cry together,laugh together,make fun together. But we also fight and argue among each others. Thats why we're so close! ^^ Heart them so much! Picture of my cake~ = Tiramisu = Hahahaha~ My name? Lame == Present from my Doris kai ma ! Thanks mama... Muackss~ ^^ I Love It! Thanks for my VIP in my life! LOVE you all! ^^

So well to all my C2 classmates.. Cause next sem i'll be changing my class to C1. New challenge for me. Dunno whether i can suit myself anot in 3months time. This sem is so hard for me to survive in C2, cause of OO Nite. I spend all my time after class with OO buddies. Less join my classmates for outing. TT This make us not really close. But it is much better after the OO ends. ^^ I heard from C1 class rep that C1 students are so quiet. I'm so worry since i'm so talkative,will i be alone in the class?? Shit man! What can i do?? I just get to mix around with C2 and now i have to change class.. == Die soon..! ..new enviroment.. ..new people.. ..new classmates.. ..new groups.. Please help me! I wanna survive! I don't wanna die! Hope they'll be nice to us.

Today outing with my bitch Denise and the gay boy Vicent Leong. So long didnt went there already but actually is quite fun~ ^^ All of us act like small kids,playing with all the science.. Blowing wind in a room,taking a flight of a helicopter, & the riding the huge black ball..^^ (my favourite) Enjoy today so much! We do capture alot of pictures. But this is the special one... =P *Oii..bitch where is our picture?? Upload please! Taadaaa....! Picture of me & my boyy.. Cute mou?? Hahahaha~ Stupid William didnt join us.. Dei sei! Cant capture pictures and have fun with us.. Don't jealous kay? XD

Is holiday now.. When can we have an actual date? Wanted to have a trip with you. Is that okay? * My sixth sense tells me that,your answer will be NO. and giving alot of excuses. == Sure feel dissapointed again. But i still need to ask you 1st. Hopefully this time will be out of expectation.

Just finish my final exam yesterday. Woots~ Is time for me to play. ^^ But next semester is going to start on this 27th September, that means the mid-term exam is near too. Don't think too much now. Don't distract me from my mood. =P Enjoy my holidays now. Started to ask for activities and plans. Make it FULL! Enjoy~

Quite boring this few days. Nothing much to be blog up. Just wanna mention a few things right here.. 27/08 Exam in the morning,English paper. My classmate didnt realise that today is my birthday. As expected. After the exam they sang me a birthday song and make me blush like an apple. >< Meet up with my dear and he brought me to Wangsa Walk. Something happen in the middle here ( skip skip skip ) Suddenly my OO family pop up,singing the birthday song with Secret's cake. Touch but at the same time blurr.. Appreciate it! Thanks~  * I would like to thanks everyone for accompany me on that day. Next plan.. watch movie! Heart the time when two of us at 1Utama watching movie.... but after the cold war then we're okay and even better. Enjoy. After the movie we went to Look Out Point to have our dinner. The steak is suck! but it taste good cause he is right beside me. ^^ He be the last person to wish me after accompany me whole day long. 11.59pm sharp in his car