JACKLYN ♥ ORIGIN~

I wish that the important peoples in my life will remember the day. I'm so worry like past years. Hope my families, my jie and gor (mun & kit & joe & kw & lilly) my beloved (mr leong) my both important bitch (william & denise) my secondary sista (ling & yt & ilicia,now at Australia) my closest friends & dear (ai ren,alice & colourfoo & fei doi,anson & bao & hong) my mtc's buddies (jason & bro,leong & dear,keong & 2C &.....) my good good friends (wesley & fwing & .......)  too many to list... but if i have a power on my birthday, i will stop the time and spend the time with you guys. But i only have 24hours. TT

25th August ♥  Our lovely 2nd months ♥ Hope we may live happily. Love you,dear! 27th August (tomorrow) I can't believe that tomorrow is going to be my big day. Don't feel it at all, now what i feel is the pressure for my final. What ever my final is,i'm still going to enjoy my day. Wish to do something with it. I guess for my close friends you would know,right? I will be very emotional on my day. Is either good or bad. (Smile or Cry) Lets fate to answer me. Tonight 12.00am sharp. I'll be waiting like past years (as usual) I'm so scared that i'll be disapointed. TT Gosh! Don't make me feel bad on my day,please.. I treasure it (my birthday) so much much muchy~ God bless! Love my mom & myself.. =P

I seen everything dark. And i believe it is dark and negative. Tomorrow is the final exam and that will influence my loan, but i can do nothing with it. Just because i'm too emotional. Hate it. Believe that there are no bright lights in the dark side of you. I'm fed up,speechless,disapointed. And this words,i keep on repeating for many times. Hate myself for taking it too serious. I'm so stupid! I know that i'm crying for nothing. And i do know that time wouldn't turned back. But this time really hurt my deep. Please save me,please!

How much i wish this relationship could last long. But i really dunno till when can i still stand. Living in lies is a kinda of suffer thing. Who wants to be cheated?? Especially the one they love. A few love triangles appear around me. What i feel is the 3rd party is always wrong. But is definetely not as wrong as the one who make mistake in the relationship. What i feel today is..  i do not have the right to judge or even comment on peoples relationship. Cause i'm a failure too. I fail to make my love one to be truthful to me. If you really love someone is that a very hard thing for you to be sincere? I did wrong too,but why i still can be sincere to you and explain? You lie to me! How many times did i ask you? And what did you answer to me? Have you think about that i'll know the truth accidently? And what was my feeling after knowing the truth? Once and once again you disapoint me. And that is such a great job. Ya,we love and care for each other so much. And...

Wow! Yesterday is such a bombastic day for us. William Khor's hair......OMG lo~ Fuckin LALA! "Ngor zip sou em dou lo!" After his hair wash,the colour is ORANGE . My reaction was WTF?? So ugly lo.. But after styling then is much better. =P Btw,sorry for hurting you la.. ^^ Muhahaha~ But damn sharp lo,today i can see you from far due to your hair colour. Don't worry,you won't be lost now. Hehehe.. XD Look on the pictures,before and after~ Before,still look like "sho zai" After,look so damn LALA man! But i like it! XP Got attitude lo.. Waiting at the saloon for thousand years, freaking hungry. And my sista,Denise leave us earlier cause of her meeting at college. TT sob sob Tought wanna go shopping after our hair are done. So William and me decide to call McD delivery. What i can say for the food is....... "Hou sek dou....!" OMG~ McD GCB is so tasty! I love it! But accept for the chicken skin la.. So juicy,so delicious that catch my tounge.. Y...

Final exam is just around the corner! OMG~ Ask me ask me,whether i'm ready yet. The answer would be,NO! But i'm planning for my sem break holi now. I wanted to go Kuantan with my boy, but he seems like don't really wanna go with me. TT sad! Who can go with me? To Kuantan,Cherating beach. This is a nice place la,so romantic d.. ^^ Can watch sun rise leh.. See the picture,see the picture. Nice leh... ^^ Mr.Vicent Leong,regret now?? Wanna go with me? Or else,i'll find somebody to go with me. Hahaha~ trying to threaten you sin. =P I wanna go so badly larr...! TT Please~

Feel so bored for this few days. Yesterday,i miss my lecture at 8am cause can't wake up in the morning. So i went for the tutorial class at 1.30pm. But the class is so much boring then staying at home. We just discuss and do our presentation,thats all. Class finish sharp at 3pm. Got nothing to do! Went to Wangsa Walk with my class rep,Sean. Ya,just both of us. Feel so stupid right? We plan to watch the movie "La Comedie Humaine". But the movie didn't show at Wangsa Walk TGV. ==" buat kerja sia-sia sahaja. Since we're there then we plan to watch another movie, "The Jade and The Pearl" by Raymond Lam. ^^ The movie starts at 4.45pm but we're late. I guess around 4.55pm we went in to the box. You know what? I saw two guys in the whole box excluding both of us. Hahaha.. (LOL) Another ==" for us~ But i still enjoy the movie because of Raymond.. ^^ After movie,i tried to text Mr.Vicent but can't. OMG~ I'm having a big trouble now! If i...

I HATE ARGUING!

I'm such a failure! I just got the news bout my two little princess had past away for a month. And i just know bout this last night. I'm fuckin suck for being a mother of them. I still remember when i 1st bought them from the pet shop. They live as my daughters for only half year. They die because of fighting in the cage. TT (sob sob) I can't accept it when i first listen to the news. Vincci (zhen mei) and Vanice are the two dearest daughter of Anson and mine. Anson asked me whether we should buy another new pair to replace them. But my answer is NO! They'll never be replaced,so i'm thinking of buying a pair of "Tamaguchi". Is that a good idea? Easier to take care.. Message to my daughters, *No matter what,mummy will always love both of you! Muackss~ RIP

You know what i just found this in my phone memory. And this is during the Orientation Odyssey Night's rehearsal. Suprise me when i saw this. ^^ Hope to share with you guys. And ya,just ignore about the picture quality. (my handphone sucks!) I promise next time will record with better camera. And i can't rotate that,so just listen to it. ^^ Is copyright,just for Mr Vicent Leong.

WARNING! Do not simply promise to people while you can't keep your promise! No promise means good promise. No promise no arguements,but sometimes peoples need promise to settle arguements. WTH! Conclusion, NO PROMISE if you can't keep it. So......, Mr.Special! Please do not simply promise me,when you know you can give me nothing! Here is the promise... * What you want and that is what i'll give! No way man! You can't give me what i want cause all i want is TIME! I want your time,but you're too busy and you can't give it to me. So,no promises to me after you're free..kay?! Btw,this is really what i want,really hope that you can give me. TT This few days sot d, got a lot of things that i want to eat! Hope my wish will come true! -Steamboat (hope can have it with lots of friends) -Beautiful cakes/ Tasty strawberry cheese cakes (love it! i want it so much!) -McD GCB (wanna try it! can't stop my saliva from dropping.) -A&W (my favourite)

Yup, SALT! I went to watch SALT on this Monday with my beloved Vicent, the fuckin male bitch William & the freakin sexy female bitch Denise. All bitches went to have dinner at the Popeye's before the movie. * (The food suck! I know that i'm going to watch SALT after the meal. But the food don't need to be so SALTY de lo!) Btw,what is the different between normal and 2D?? Well,i don't see any different between them. ==" Rank for this movie,okay not bad. Can go for it! I have a lot of movies that i wanted to watch, but i heard that the final exam's timetable is out. Have to check out about that. Mr Vicent always have not enough time to accompany me, in the other to say,we have no time for dating at all. Feel so bored! Need to fill in my precious free time with my buddies now. Hehe~ I guess Mr Vicent is going to kill me after he saw this post. But no choice,i wish to go back to the past. I enjoyed my life! ^^ Hope he can be at my side more,so that i don't...