ashamed of myself


I seen everything dark.
And i believe it is dark and negative.
Tomorrow is the final exam and that will influence my loan,
but i can do nothing with it.
Just because i'm too emotional.
Hate it.
Believe that there are no bright lights in the dark side of you.
I'm fed up,speechless,disapointed.
And this words,i keep on repeating for many times.
Hate myself for taking it too serious.
I'm so stupid!
I know that i'm crying for nothing.
And i do know that time wouldn't turned back.
But this time really hurt my deep.
Please save me,please!

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