2nd Wave~

Is been for a long time not to update my blog.
Well, i'm here again to release what i've been stress out for the past few weeks.
I've gotta say this is the 2nd wave in my college life.
Things happen again as it reflect what had happend when i start my diploma life and now is my advance diploma.
As this time is much difficult for me to go through it, cause they are no longer a stranger but friends of mine.
Advance for me is a tough job, gotta rush for assignments and lots of stuffs.
Sometimes even lost my rest and leisure time.
Due to that, problems or barriers occur between us 'my boy'.
The word trust is not as solid as previous.
When things happen, i just dont know how to handle it.
Same goes to college friends.
We have arguements and even being sarcastic infront of each other.
I'm upset for what is going on right now, things gone wrong and i dont even know how to overcome it.
These few weeks, i'm acting very strange and even myself can't answer why am i behaving in such a way.
Being very selfish, stubborn and most of the time hot tempered.
I'm giving an excuse to myself, maybe because of menstration or just lack of sleep. Crap crap and crap.
Somehow i know there is something in me that cause me to behave like this.
I apologise to all my friends, you guys don't deserve all these cruel or brainless speech that i've said.
Thanks for tolerate me and i hope that there is no heart feeling between us.
Hope that you can voice out to me so that i can really understand the problem of mine.
Just wish that everything is going to be alright once our assignments are done.
Friends forever~

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