OFF OFF OFF~

OFF OFF OFF!
Gotta be crazy soon~
I stress out with all these problems..
Gonna become ''SIAO'' some other days..

Stress of LOVE <3

Stress of MONEY $$

Stress of FAMILY @.@

What should i do??
I don't wanna make everything complicated,
but it is already complicated now!
I can't handle it by myself alone.
Somehow,i already broke up with Jin.
Maybe we make it too quick so it end up like this.
But it doesn't matter,cause it is fine.
And we're still good friends. 
Results is going to release soon,but i'm not ready yet.
After been enjoying playing around,
i know that i should pay the debt now.
Went all over around with the accompany by
Edwin,Joe,Ken,Alice,Yuki,Connie & Gaston.
(they are all my good friends)
Spending all the time with them i really enjoy.
But why every stories in my life can't end with happy ending??
I taught i have them being right beside me,and everything willl be fine.
But it doesn't happend like what i have aspect.
Well,after celebrate CNY i guess this is the time to end all my stories here.
I should solve it now,and not to wait for anything.
I will believe in myself.
But i still need support for you guys.
Thanks~

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