These two days at school also so busy de..no time wanna rest at all! This coming few weeks our school do have a lot of activities..we all at school preparing and discussing about our class t-shirt and the coming 'Hari Keusahawanan'..so so busy..this Saturday we have 'Merentas Desa' at Taman Tasik Permaisuri,but I'm not going cause i have tuition on Saturday..two days at school also didn't study much cause most of the time we spend on chit chat and discuss our things..today is the closing for 'Hari Koperasi',and during todays assembly do have performance from our school band..so excited with it..^^ this Saturday really got a lot of thing need to do,after tuition me and Ling are going to join Fud and Fit with YTing along to Central Market to have a survey on the price of our class tee..and if I'm not mistaken next week we'll have 'Bicara Profesional' where our parents will come to our school to take our report card..TT haizz...then two weeks later we will have 'Hari Keusahawanan',hope that,that day will have a lot of friend coming and join us..this few days also not enough sleep,my eye bag and dark circle is getting obvious..need to take a nap now..
My Choice
I hope that I would have the courage to choose again. Is hard to leave your comfort zone especially when it comes to human relations. But I hope I could walk out from this fantasy and started to look for my happiness. Every woman dreams to get marry to their Mr Right and who doesn't want it, right? Like I said I seriously need a change and move forward to look for my own life. Sometimes is difficult to live without a lime light, you're not exposed but hidden. What's worst when you have to deal with all kinds of rumours and comments. On the other hand dealing with your own jealousy and anger. Just to treat myself fairly, I seriously don't think I deserve all this. Why do I make myself feel like a mistress when I'm not. Why do people can just enjoy being each other lovers, bestfriends, soulmates and I can't? As an ordinary woman who does want to be loved and protected? I didn't ask for any status for all the while not too sure I've done it righ