Regret

Ive told myself a thousand times not to make myself regret. 

But ive doubt now. Feel regret now of what ive decided earlier.

Yet, i still still gain somethin after this case.

That is true that i dont need many friends.

A few of true friends will do, im already satisfied.

Thanks evelynn and dshen for being there for me when i need you guys the most.

Even though we are far apart right now but i believe that you guys will still be here with me whenever i need you.

People who does not accept advise and cant take my attitude of being straight forward, i wouldnt have make them stay.

Is better for them to leave me cause i dont appreaciate people like this.

Finally realised how important of my family and bestfriends to me, especially when i away from home. 

I need them better than anything. 

I really hope that i could spend my coming birthday with people who i really treasure and appreciate. 

Cant wait to get back, be where i belong. I just wanna go home.

Today should be an enjoyable day trip. But all this has ruined, ruin by me, causes by others.

I know that im behaving unmature but i could merely control my emotional. 

All these people around me, make me feel a lil uneasy.

Dont feel good at all. 

I know this is what you want right? So here it is. Are you happy now? 

Just wanna say in future i neither gonna appreaciate nor respect you. Cause you dont even deserve it. 

Good bye.