National Service

02 & 03 January 2010


Both of my bestfriends went to NS.
(Sarawak and Negeri Sembilan)
They are going to be back 3months later,
my feeling now is so complicated.
I text them with the tears falls from my eyes.
Do you know how much i unwilling to face the fact,
that i can't get to see them for 3months time?? TT
No matter what,i'll wait for you guys to be back.
All the best and good luck to both of you~ 

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