yum cha and confession

Just now around 9something,when i just started to online suddenly my sister,Joanne gave me a call and ask me to go yum cha with Mandy..So surprise and rush at that moment..Just change my pyjamas into t-shirt with pants jiu went out already..Then we plan to have a drink at OLD TOWN AGAIN..haizz,so SIEN...We went back so early cause OLD TOWN there got many people so noisy make us feel so uncomfortable..After that we suppose to stay at Mandy's house for awhile but Joanne receive a call from her friend,asking her to go Genting Highland.So we leave at 11++pm..Back home already,change back into pyjamas and have a nap,just to wait my sister went out then only i online.. So scared she will know about my blog..So tired now and feel so sleepy..but i have a lot of things to confess right now,this kind of feel will just suddenly appear..so weird hor?? I get all my exam papers already accept for Physics Paper..all the marks is not what i want..I've missed 3exams before this,so like so long didn't exam..i doesn't want to get the last in class again..so I've study very hard and put a lot of effort in this exam,i study everyday till 2-3 in the morning but the marks is still the same compare with the past exam that i never study at all..I was so disappointed and worry about it.i don't know how am i going to face my SPM..all the subjects I've taken,the grade doesn't reach to grade B..can you believe this?? Even my BM and English can score well..i really can't accept this kind of result..how am i going to tell my parents about this?? I already failed for my Acc,Add Math,Sej & Chem..TT i feel so tired with it,all my friends get better grade than me..How could this happen to me?? I really have no idea to improve my studies,if once i get a bad result in SPM..i guess i won't be able to continue study already..my family want me to study form6,so i have no choice but other than that.college is just a backup,but i know this is not going to happen to me..if i really can't continue my studies then what should i do?? I don't even know what is my advantage and interest..what am i suppose to do?? TT speechless..fade up already..

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