JACKLYN ♥ ORIGIN~

Feel the gap between us right now. Is getting huge and far as the distant is so hard to be seen. Maybe im too sensitive or maybe we are less likely to have time for each other. However, i just don't feel good at all. Hope that this is gonna end soon. Things would back to normal or even get better. I wish. I totally feel lost and tired. Heart broken, sudd feel so painful. Heart cries like she never wants to stop. Breathless now. I cant control my emotional now. I really wish that he could realise- so that he know what i really wants and he is able do things that i wish. Comfort me, pamper me. I really wish that he wouldnt realise- cause he is so much more tired than me and he might having a bad temper when he knows bout this. Things might get worst as we would quarrel because of this, cause i know he hates when im acting in such way. I guess is another sleepless but tired night for me~

Im tired and im sick! Now im totally sick of being tired. Cause when ever i think of him, i'll withdraw from what im doing. *people named this as day dream, but im just over focus thinking of him. Is been a hard time for me. Cause whenever i miss him, i felt that my tears would fall from my eyes anytime. What was the feeling when you miss someone but you cant even see that person. It causes me to lose all my strenght sometimes. This is the worst feeling ever, i never felt this way before. It suddenly implant on me. Im suffer from missing someone. And this is torturing me!