It was a cold night after all. I am figuring what is the exact problem that I have for all this while. Am I being selfish, too straight forward or I'm simply being stupid? I doesn't really like the feeling when we have an intense argument and later on he is just being sweet and nice, hugging or kissing me. I felt cold at that moment. Sometimes woman is just being weird, and I myself being as an ordinary woman, I feel the same. We can't be treated good. I know if I were to return with a hug or kiss to him, things will just eventually gets better. But I doesn't have the urge to do so, simply because I am being too hard maybe. Let's face the fact that no one could instantly forgive and forget on those harsh words spilling on you, especially when the argument just happend a few hours ago. He made a judgement that I have attitude problems and also saying that he is on my ex-boyfriend shoes now. Eventhough this might be true, I am being ego & self oriented, no ...
Thanks to my sister Denise remind me bout this post. I just remember bout this while i'm reading Denise's blog and listening to her blog song. With the tittle of Wedding Dress. Ya,i admit that i wanted to wear on the wedding gown so much. I dunno why but this feeling appears for this few days only. I'm jealous that they can wear on the beautiful wedding dress. I believe when is my turn to wear on it,i'll be real glad! I'm choosing this picture because i know that, no matter what kinda wedding gown that i'll wear. I'll still be happy as the girl right in the picture. I'm so jealous! I wanted to wear it so much!
Ermm... It have been a long time that i didn't update my blog. Well....actually i can't really recall back what happen previously. But there is one thing that i can remember clearly,that is PD trip with my OO family. This 2days 1night trip was fun although we spend most of the time in the bangalow that we rent. Picture! We're enjoying our banana boat~ Besides this,i also remember a few things happen. Thats make me feel so much of stress. It is bout my college life. Really suck! But now,is getting much better after i learn how to give and take. Not forgotten is also to forgive. And so now i'm still OKAY in the class. But i really can mix around with some of my classmates. Enjoy! ^^ By the way,my cousin sister just came back last Sunday from Taiwan. And she bought lots of gifts for me. Love it so much! Thanks,Mandy~ (have to mention her name,to make her feel proud) XD Gotta start and work really hard on my assignments! Gosh~ Two hard assignments at one time,and have ...