It was a cold night after all. I am figuring what is the exact problem that I have for all this while. Am I being selfish, too straight forward or I'm simply being stupid? I doesn't really like the feeling when we have an intense argument and later on he is just being sweet and nice, hugging or kissing me. I felt cold at that moment. Sometimes woman is just being weird, and I myself being as an ordinary woman, I feel the same. We can't be treated good. I know if I were to return with a hug or kiss to him, things will just eventually gets better. But I doesn't have the urge to do so, simply because I am being too hard maybe. Let's face the fact that no one could instantly forgive and forget on those harsh words spilling on you, especially when the argument just happend a few hours ago. He made a judgement that I have attitude problems and also saying that he is on my ex-boyfriend shoes now. Eventhough this might be true, I am being ego & self oriented, no ...
Dear Isaac (Yong Cung) It has been more than 7 months after we ended our 27 months of relationship. Whenever I turn around and looked back on what we have done, it were good memories that will never come back. I must have say that, for the past 7 months, I have been dreaming of getting back together with you. I even promised myself to stand at the side, supporting and praying for the best for you. One day you will become successful and come back to me. But I got to face the truth now, even though it is very hard for me at the starting point. Because we all know that the truth is always cruel. You did not give me any hope, it was just me imagining the good ones all these while. I have no one to blame but myself for living in the fantasy of you and me. Now that I realise is time for me to give up. Not because that I am not keen enough nor my love to you is fading. But I know there is no longer space in your heart for me to fit in. Although, I am quite disappointed. What ha...