JACKLYN ♥ ORIGIN~

Aww..is Christmas!

2011-12-24T18:15:00.004Z

Ahem..well guys is Christmas partay..

Picture is token on the Christmas eve.

Well, nothing much for the eve. Hang out at Mid valley with family and Vicent.

Went to have breakfast at Eu Yan Shang then Sushi Tei for lunch,

GSC waffle for dinner and Hong Kong desert for supper.

I spent my whole day for celebrating christmas eve with eating.

Have watch Alvin and the Chipmunks with Vicent.

( it doesn't surprised me at all =( is not that good as i thought )

* rate: 2 stars

There lots of place having sales, very interesting sales. Should go for shopping. ^^

But i've been very tired for these days.

Haven't got prepared for my final. =(

And i still feel relaxing.. WTF!

On the actual day of Christmas will have an open house.

Must be very busy on that day, i guess.

Hope it will be as fun as the previous years.

Its our 1 and a half year anniversary.

Hope he wouldn't make me mad anymore!

Nothing much..simply wanna update my blog.
Bonne Nuit!

feeling

2011-11-09T09:35:00.000Z

My current feeling is blank.
I don't know what should say.
But all i hope is people can appreciate what i've done.
You may judge or give comment about my work as a tutor.
But please don't let me know. I beg you!
How am i going to face you in future.
I'm not saying that you're wrong and i understand it is your job.
But what i feel now is hurt. Just a little word really hurt me badly.
I didn't know that my work had not been appreciate and even receive that worst of comments.
By telling everyone in the lecture make me feel really shame of myself and my work.
All i need now is supports. What come through my mind is my family.
I believe they are the one who will never abandon me when ever i need them.
Things become the other way round, i've never thought that you would give me such a reaction.
I control my feeling and i tell myself not to cry in lecture.
When i want to share thing that happen to me and you ask my about other people.
Is my feeling not important until no one cares?
At this moment i'm not sure whether to continue my studies.
I even feel like killing myself.
Not that i don't want to put effort in my work, but i've tried my best.
I did not blame on anyone but myself.
What should i do now?
I keep on asking myself, what i meant for others?
What am i?

A happy moment!

2011-10-26T13:25:00.000Z

A trip to Mentakab & Triang.

Thanks for being with me friends.

Enjoy the time you all being with me.

It this short period of time, but it means alot to me.

A thousand of thanks to YeHenn & Evelynn to bring us to travel around.

Love <3

Welcome to Triang! (ChiaYi, Evelynn, JingWen, Me)

To: Wen * stop peeking on my boobs!

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3

Take 4

Take 5

All noob gia possing!

This is the best trip i've been.

Love spending times with you all.

Especially Evelynn & YeHenn,

thanks for giving me an opportunity to let me get to know more about you.

Thats the way it is!

And the SH us..^^

Just wanna talk about

2011-10-19T18:13:00.009Z

Gsrh rh gsv urugs hvnvhgvi r'n hgfwbrmt rm GZIX.
Zmw r ulfmw lfg gszg, r'n uiztrov zmw dvzp.
R'n mlg tllw zg wvhrtmrmt, hgfwb li vevm wlrmt zhhrtmnvmgh.
R'n hl nfxs uzi zdzb gszm gsv yvhg.
R nrtsg yv nlermt gll hold, gszg r xzm'g vevm xzgxs fk gsv lgsvi.
R xlfow mlg yoznv nbhvou lu yvrmt orpv gsrh yvxzfhv gsrh rh dszg nb kzivmgh tzev gl nv.
R szw nb ldm wivzn orpv lgsvih wl, yfg r uvog gszg nrmv droo mvevi xlnv gifv.
Rg hvvnh orpv vevibgsrmt zmw veviblmv nlermt gll uzhg zilfmw nv.
Sld xlfow r hfierev?
Rm LL mrgv, nzmb lu gsvn tlg gsvri xzivvi zh z nlwvo zmw gsvb'iv evib hfxxvhhufo.
R'n kilfw gszg r szev uirvmwh orpv gsvn yfg rg wlvh nzpv nv ollp wldm lm nbhvou.
Dszg r gslftsg rh, zh olmt zh r'n yvrmt gifgsufo gl kvlkov zmw gsvb droo zkkivxrzgv nv.
Yfg r ulfmw lfg gszg gsv gifgs rhm'g gsv gifgs.
Nzmb kvlkov xlfow mlg zxxvkg nb zggrgfwv lu yvrmt gll hgizrtsg ulidziw li tllw gl hzrw, lfghklpvm.
R szev ivzhlmh yvxlnrmt orpv gszg, r wlm'g nvzm gl dzmg, gsv kvlkov zilfmw nv gl fmwvihgzmw nb kzhg.
Yfg r qfhg dzmmz hzrw gszg gsviv rh zodzbh yvvm z ivzhlm.
R wlm'g dzmg zmb lu nb uirvmw dlfow hbnkzgsrvh li fmwvihgzmw nv.
R hzrw gsrh lfg rh gl ivnrmw nbhvou gszg r'n dzb yvsrmw gsv lgsvih.
Yvrmt vtl li levi xlmurwvmxv ziv gsv lmob dzb gl kilgvxg nbhvou.
R ivzoob xziv dszg kvlkov zxgfzoob gsrmph zylfg nv.
R'ev tlg ml ivzhlm gl vckozrm rg, dsb.
Nzbyv hlnvgsrmt szkkvm lm nv gszg nzpvh nv ivzoob xzivw.
Yvxzfhv lu gszg, r'ev girvw hl sziw gl kilgvxg vzxs lu nb vevib uirvmw.
Hl gszg gsvb dlfowm'g uvvo gszg dzb vczxgob qfhg orpv nv.
R fmwvihgzmw gsv uvvormt lu yvrmt sfig.
Ml lmvh kzhh yb zmw xznv gl ovmw nv gsvri szmw dsvm vevi r dzh sfig.
Gsvhv nvnlirvh droo mvevi uzwv. R glow nbhvou gl yv glfts, zmw ulitvg gsv kzhg zmw nlev ulidziw.
Yfg dsvm rg xlnvh gsv grnv gl ovg nv gsrmp lu rg, r xlfow mlg zelrw rg.
Hlnvgrnvh r wlm'g vevm pmld, dszg xzm r wl hl gszg r xlfow yv lmv lu gsvn.
R'n mlg gszg tivzg fmgro gsv lgsvih dlfow zxxvkg nv.
Rg dzh hl kzrm dsvm gsviv rh ml lmv gl olev blf.
R wlm'g nrmw gl yv gsv xoldm uli blf zoo gl nzpv qlpvh li ullormt drgs nv, zh olmt zh blf'iv szkkb.
Yfg zugvi r'ev wlmv hl nzmb gsrmth zmw gsrmth ivnzrm gsv hznv.
Zn r gszg dlihg fmgro veviblmv wlm'g vevm orpv nv?
Rh rg gsv hznv prmwz uvvormt orpv r szgv nbhvou.
Orermt rh gsrh oruv rh hl nfxs wruurxfog gszm r gslftsg.
Kvlkov tildm zh grnv kzhhvw zmw kvlkov xszmtvw.
Nb yilgsvi zmw hrhgvi ziv ml olmtvi gszg xlmxvim zylfg nv.
Wlvh rg nvzm gszg r'ev yvvm ivkozxvw? Zn r mlg rnkligzmg zh gsvb dlfow mlg vevm gsrmp zylfg nv?
R szgv nbhvou uli yvrmt hfxs z uzrofiv, dsviv veviblmv szgvh nv. Qfhg orpv r wl!
Dsb rh rg gszg r'n hl dvzp? Hl rnkviuvxg.
Dsb wrw Tlw hvmg nv gl gsrh dliow?
R wlm'g tvg rg. Orermt rm gsrh oruv uli 19 bvzih, r szev nliv dliirvh gszm gsv lgsvih.
R zodzbh girvw gl rnkilev nbhvou zmw r'n hgroo ovug yvsrmw orpv zodzbh wl.
Qzxpobm Plmt! Dsvm vevi r nvmgrlm nb mznv r uvog hl tfrogb zh r szev yirmt wldm nb mznv.
R wlvhm'g pmld sld gl uzxv nbhvou lu yvrmt hl hl hl hgfkrw zmw wfny!
R wrw mlg nzpv nb uznrob gl yv kilfw lu nv, r uvog hl hliib gl gsvn.
R'n hliib, hl hliib gszg r xlfow mlg yv gsv lmv zh blf drhsvw.
Zoo r xzm wl rh gl zkloltrav. R'n hliib uli nb wrhzwezmgztvh.
Gifob hliib.

Life is beatiful

2011-10-19T15:08:00.001Z

Sometimes i might be too negative.
But what i see that there is always hope in my life.
No matter how long you've never contact your friend, you'll never be forgotten.
Appreciate every friend of you.
Maybe some of them might think that you're the one who can share secret.
And some of them might think that you''re the one who can fool around.
Even some just need you when ever they fall down.
We can be in one of these categories depending what's your attitudes are.
No matter which category you're in, you will never be forgotten.

Beauty Expo

2011-10-17T15:50:00.000Z

Today, i went to beauty expo at KLCC with my cousin as we planned.
Kinda rush for today, nothing much that we got from there.
Just bought a few hair products that all.
By the way, thanks to sis's friends for getting us the pass.
Overall, not as bad as the previous beauty expo i've went.
This time not bad, will backed to visit for the next fair.
Cheers..

Argh!

2011-10-16T17:22:00.002Z

Sorry, but i'm moody!
Fuck Your Life

I think i'm emotional =(

2011-10-13T16:11:00.000Z

These few days, i felt that i'm being so emotional.
I missed every single of my brothers and sisters.
It happen in such a sudden, where this morning while i'm heading to college.
I saw a car behind us, and it looks like the car that my brother drove.
And i suddenly started to think of him and i cried because i missed him.
It reminds me of our childhood and the time we spent together.
I might be so busy with my stuffs in these past few months.
And i didn't even think of looking or texting them.
I felt guilty and i believe that i'm not being good in arranging my time.
I've been wasted so many time on doing non-sense things but never ever think of meeting them.
I'm sorry that i'm a such a failure that i had ignore you all for sometimes.
Even things happen on them, i don't even knew.
I'm sorry but all i could said, you will never be replaced.

I LOVE YOU, BROTHERS & SISTERS! =(

Love You Like A Love Song

2011-10-13T15:36:00.000Z

PS: Please Don't Become Gay! I Beg You!

The New Housemate

2011-10-12T15:58:00.000Z

I have a new housemate now.
Instead of saying YEAH, i would say O.
And guess what, today is the first day she moves in.
What kinda of impression that she gave me is.......
SHE A DIVA! Yes, she is.
When i first walk into my house i saw a new shoe case at the corridor.
She only has a pair of leg but she has lots of heels. All are heels on her shoe case. WTF!
What comes in my mind is...
* Are you a model? Or you're a robber that steal heels?*

Skip skip skip ~

Then, when i went into the bathroom.
What really attract me is a basket of shampoo.
And WTF again! We usually use a basket to keep our toiletries so it would look tidy.
But she has around 6-7 bottles of shampoo and NO shower gel. *LAME
I could not find a word to describe her but a DIVA or maybe a crazy women.

Reblog

2011-10-12T15:45:00.000Z

Gotta say HI to my blog once again.
I've got nothing to do now, so i decide to post something else again.
Erm..can't really recall back everything happen the past few months.

Okay, this is it. August is the month of my birthday.
Got lots of presents and i would like to special thanks for these few person.
FM, William, Nise, Jeffred, Soo and Angella for my Charles and Keith bag.
Vicent for my Solvil Titus watch.
Yan, Sook Teng and Marilyn for my Charles and Keith purse.

Love all the present and thank you so much. ^^

2011-07-06T05:30:00.001Z

I got no idea on whats goin on now.
Im wondering why everyone have so much of trouble.
Even myself having lots of trouble.
I seriously dont understand what do guys what from me.
If you really cant accept my attitude,is fine for me.
Dont feel like bother and care bout what you think about me.
Up to you guys, if you wanna talk back of me or straight talk to me.
All i can do is just be myself..Think im horny, rude or what ever i dont care!
Fuckin tired when i need to face you guys.
I fuckin dunno how to act infront of you.
Accept or keep your mouth shut!

here i come again

2011-05-24T04:28:00.000Z

Okay, let me cool down myself first.
I've got lots of lots of things to said.
And all these things really make me feel so mad.
First, i have no idea why am i so concern about you guys.
Or maybe i just concern about the title.
I don't wish you guys to spoil our name that we built.
It is not easy as what you guys are doing now.
Going back at 8pm is so fuckin tired for you guys??
What about us? The previous year we went home at 11-12am (8am class on the next day)
So i should differentiate you guys as HUMAN and we are ROBOT or maybe dumb ass.
I can see that, none of you guys appreciate what the committee had done for you.
I understand that some of you are professional, and those PDs are not good as you guys.
But when it comes to training, you guys have to show some respect.
You think they got the responsibility of taking care of you guys?
Seriously first impression of you all, are GONE!
Damn fed up already. Nothing wanna comment bout you guys.
All i can is good luck.

A story of mine

2011-05-16T16:44:00.006Z

Z hglib uli mrmvgvvm bvzih.
R dzh tildm fk uiln z yrt uznrob.
Kvlkov gsrmp gszg r'n z szkkb prw drgs olgh lu xlfhrmh.
Yfg dszg kvlkov ivzoob pmld rh mlg gsv gifgs.
R szev glmh lu xlfhrm hrhgvi zmw yilgsvi,
yfg r fhfzoob wlm'g kozbvw drgs gsvn yfg gl kozbvw yb gsvn.
Gsvb qfhg olev gl nzpv ufm drgs nv yb sfnrorzgv nv.
Yfg ml lmv pmldh zxxvkg uli gsvn, vevm nb kzivmgh wrwm'g pmld zylfg rg.
R'ev yvvm sfnrorzgv zg gsv ztv lu urev, hrc, hvevm zmw vevm zg gsv ztv lu mrmv.
Wl blf gsrmp gszg nb xsrowsllw rh dlmwviufo?
Vevm nb evib xolhv xlfhrm hrhgvi, xzm wl mlgsrmt yfg hgzmwrmt zg gsv hrwv dzgxsrmt nv.
Fmgro glwzb zoo gsvhv hxvmvh mvevi uzwv zdzb uiln nb oruv.
Zmw r'ev pvvk rg hvxivgob fmgro glwzb yfg ml lmv pmldh li vevm ylgsvi.
Zugvi yvvm gsilfts zoo gsvhv sziw grnv.
R'n hgzigvw gl yv levi kilgvxg lu nbhvou.
Gibrmt gl yv uzpv, gl yv glfts, gl yv yizev zmw gl yv hgfkrw.
Gsrh rh mlg nv, mlg gsv hznv zh r'n ulfi.
Ml lmv dzmgh gl nvmgrlm li vevm gl gsrmp zylfg gsvri kzhg,
ru gsv hznv gsrmt szkkvm gl gsvn zmw gsrh hznv tlvh gl nv.
Gszgh dsb r glow nbhvou gszg r szev gl yv hkvxrzo, fmrjfv zmw vevibgsrmt gszg r szev gsrmp lu.
Qfhg gl hsld gszg r'n nfxs yvggvi gszm gsvn, r'n orermt uzrgsufoob zmw r szev vevibgsrmt.
Yfg zoo gsvhv vmw bvhgviwzb.
Yvxzfhv hlnvlmv glow nv gszg gsv nliv r kivgvmw, gsv nliv rg hsld gszg r'n z uzrofiv.
R yvorvev gszg sv dzh irtsg, r'n hvirlfhob z uzrofiv mld.
Zmw r'ev tlg mlgsrmt fmgro gsv vmw.
R'n mlg szkkb, r ivtivg lm sld z zxg wfirmt gsv kirnzib zmw hvxlmwzib.
R drhs r xzm tl yzxp gl gsv kzhg, yfg r pmld rg droo mvevi szkkvm ztzrm.
R qfhg wlm'g fmwvihgzmw dsb zoo gsvhv gsrmth szkkvm gl nv?
Zmlgsvi mrtsgnziv uli nv dsvm r'n ulfigvvm,
zm rmxrwvmg nzpv nv uvoo zmw r olhg zoo nb xlmurwvmg zh r mvevi tvg gl hgzmw fk zmbnliv.
Rg nzpvh nv gl szev wvkivhhrlm, rg gzpvh hrc nlmgsh uli nv gl ivxlevi.
Zoo gsvhv nvnlirvh yfrog nv zmw nzpv nv gl kivgvmw zoo gsv grnv.
Sld nfxs r drhs r xlfow szev z dlmwviufo nvnlirvh wfirmt nb xsrowsllw, zmw
hxsllo oruv yfg rg wlvhm'g szkkvm gl nv orpv gsv lgsvih.
R'ev yvvm jfvhgrlmrmt, dsb wl r mvvw gl uzxv zoo gsvhv? Zmw dsb mlg gsv lgsvih?
Zmw dsb wl r mvvw gl uzxv zoo gsrh dsvm r'n zg gsv blfmt ztv?
Rg gfimvw nv gl yvxlnv hl mvtzgrev, zodzbh yv zg gsv wzip hrwv.
Sld nfxs r slkv r xlfow trev fk lm nb oruv.
R'n ivzoob grivw lu nb oruv, r xzm'g rnztrmv sld dlihg dlfow rg yv rm ufgfiv.
R qfhg wlm'g dzmg gl urtfiv rg lfg. R xzm'g hgzmw zoo gsvhv zmbnliv.
Zoo r mvvw mld rh z ivhg. R'n hl hrxp lu nb oruv uli yvrmt hl wzip zmw sliiryov.

listen to my heart

2011-05-16T15:45:00.002Z

I hope that one day you can really sit back and listen to my heart.
Cause sometimes you really makes me feel heart broken.
You will never know how much i need a person right beside me,
lending his ear and even shoulder to me.
I'm so tired, tired of being selfish.
All i need is a person who can really understand me.
How long do i still need to pretend infront of people?
Even though i really care and mind about a thing, but i just can't show.
How much of time do i need to cure my pain in my heart?
No one can understand me.
All the pressure that you people gave it to me, i just need to face it by myself.
Maybe some of you might think that i deserve it.
I act that i'm strong, but no one will know the truth behind of this story.
Who can i really share with?
Even the close one doesn't want to listen to me.
I just want to be myself but it is much difficult than what i've thought.
I thought all i need to do is to fit into peoples mind,
but i was wrong. Because i don't feel happy at all.
I'm sick of being tired, i just feel like giving up.
Exactly how i feel when i'm fourteen.
How can i survive, by just being alone.
What do i have in my empty life?
It has been a long time for me that i've never cried out loud.
But how long that i can still keep my tears.
And this is the time that i have to release them out.
I really feel the pain now, real pain.
I wish that you were here right beside me, my angel of my life.

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2011-05-03T04:25:00.000Z

Post has been removed!

Feelings

2011-04-13T20:22:00.000Z

Having insomnia and I can't even sleep.
Just read a blog of a friend and I definitely understand about her feeling.
I've just felt the same way too.
He is longer as what I want.
Although he is just right beside me but I still feel the distance between us.
I've tried so hard to make him understand but he dissapoint me.
I seriously dunno what is going on between us.
I just hope everything could be simple.
And currently what I don't know what I want actually,
really confusing and I seriously need a friend to talk to.
Wish that I could settle it in a better way.

felt so bored

2011-04-12T16:18:00.000Z

I've got nothing to do for these few days.
And ya, i'm gonna "expired" soon.
Although i do shopping and hang out with friends.
But it only filled up a day, what about tomorrow?
I'm so damn free!!
Sem break kills me!
Plan to have trip again, dunno whether can make it anot.
Erm..over all friends are everything without you guys i think i'm already "expired".
Last but not least, thanks to my dear for subsidize me.
Thanks alot, miss you.

♥ bloggin

2011-04-10T14:39:00.000Z

I found that BLOG is much fun compare to FACEBOOK.

dream

2011-04-08T18:44:00.000Z

Life is just like a dream.
After i have been reading my previous post,
i felt that life is unbelievable.
Never thought of reading my own post can make me smile.
And i'm really happy.
Thought that he would be my man but end up in other way.
Everyone has their own childish moment, and that was mine.
I feel the happiness at this moment, although i'm not the one who getting marriage.
I'm so happy until i can't even explain my feeling right now.
A guy who had influence and change my life in the past is going to be someone's husband.
I found the meaning of life now.
"People choose their own choice, and they face their own future"
I believe all these are fate, and i see my future now.. ^^

getting marriage?

2011-04-08T18:18:00.002Z

Congratulations to a lovely couple..

Daniel & Christy

Well, i'm getting so nervous to know that my friend is going to get marriage.

Very soon~

Kinda jealous of them, seriously.

Ermm... if you read my previous post then you'll know

how much i wanna wear on the wedding gown.

So badly....

Back to the topic, i seriously hope that they'll found their happiness.

And wish the all the best in their future.. ^^

SP To: Daniel

You've grown up & getting mature,

so this is the time you have to carry your responsibilities,

for being a good husband.

Take good care of your future wife and make her happy.

I've know you for a very long time, and we're a very long old friend.

So i pray to God as both of you will be blessed.

Congratulation~

sem break!!

2011-04-07T05:25:00.000Z

Yeappy...
Is sem break now, but i still don't have any plan yet..
Hmph... wondering what should i do for this 1month long holidays?
Mahjong, trip, eat, shopping, hang out??
Or find for a job??
I'll never know until the next Wednesday.
Depend on my boss, not sure whether he had plan anything else yet.
Erm...so far i'm still sitting at home.
No where to go, keep on fb'ing and currently blogging.
Started to fell bored, nothing to do and no pressure.
If anyone of you guys are free, you may date me then...^^

sem3 final??

2011-03-28T15:07:00.002Z

Exam is coming soon~
First paper will be on 4th of April..
TT Gosh!
All the best for me, hope that i got mood to study now..
Good luck to everyone in their final exams..

2011-03-25T13:36:00.001Z

People might think i am stupid.

After doing so many things in this few days.

I don't really find any solutions,

but i believe that don't take everything so serious and my life would be better.

Erm..in conclusion just "buat tak tau" only larr...

Thanks to all of you concerning about me.

But i'm doing this not to make you guys notice about me.

Thats all from me.

2011-03-24T18:18:00.000Z

People will never know how tough is my life in the past.

I hope that the same thing would never happen again.

In my life i still believe that friendship are much more important.

Cause they will always be my first choice to share my feelings.

my feelings

2011-03-24T18:05:00.000Z

After been sharing my feelings towards a few friends.
I feel much better.
At least i know that i shouldn't be so negative thinking.
While i'm not sure what others think about me.
But i feel unhappy for what i've posted on fb and it is useless.
Cause they didn't even stay and think for a minute before they like my post.
How many of you guys really treat me as your friend?
And how many of you are true to me?
Speechless~

At this moment, i would like to thanks these four people.
You will never know that just a simple talk with me, really helps me alot.
Miss Mandy, Miss Denise, Mr Ken & Mr Joel
I really appreciate you guys.

To all my fellows classmates~
I'm sorry if my post do hurt you guys.
But i really hope that you will know what was my feeling.
You guys think that i'm OO finalist, and must be ego.
But i'm not! Or some of you even say that it is because i speak English.
So i don't know whether all this is true or maybe an excuses for you and me.
I really hope we can have a good relation between us.
There is one more year to go, we have to meet each other almost everyday.
I will try my best and take the first step to talk to you guys.
But please do give me a chance to do this.
At least now, i feel that i'm someone for you guys.
Not like those days, i feel like i'm nobody to you all.

To my beloved~
I'm sorry for judging you in that kinda way.
But i really hope that you could do something for me.
All i want is you, spending more time on our relationship.
Please treat me with your heart but not to follow want ever i said.
Sometimes i do need surprise from you too..
Cause i'm still a girl~

Sometimes, i look tough or maybe rude (for sometimes)
But my heart is still fragile. I do need cares and loves like other girls.
If you know me, i'm easy to be touched and also easy to be trust on someone.

true friends??

2011-03-21T09:26:00.001Z

Anyone can tell me what is the meaning of true friends??
I've posted a status on my facebook.
And i belief that there is a lot of people thinking about it before they like my status.
At that moment they will know what am i in their heart.
Please do treat me good, cause i'm also a human....
Thank you!

my life is suck!

2011-03-21T08:41:00.000Z

Seriously i dunno what is going on with me.
Everything is not going on smoothly as i thought.
Even just a simple assignment, but for me the moment i'm doing this is so tough!
Simple presentation, make me feel so uneasy.
My life is in the category of SUCK! FML
My part-time job, giving me a lot of stress.
For me the time i'm working is the time of World War.
Anything i do, there is always people giving comments about it.
I'm so damn worried about the end of the world,
but besides that there is also a lot troublesome thing that i have to face.
Somehow, it make me feel that the end of the world is something good to me.
Life with friends, families and my boyfriend is SUCK!
I am so fuck up with all this things.
Even what should i eat for breakfast give me a lot of problems.
Okay, now my part-time job has ended and so do my stress.
But now there is a new thing for me to be stress-out, that is tonight's gathering.
If you guys wanna meet up then you just attend or else don't give me stupid reasons!
And don't push your responsibility to the others, the answer is so simple.
Just yes or no, thats all.
Vicent Leong, i really don't know what happen to you.
I don't give a damn on how you wanna treat me.
You wanna fuck, just come. Don't simple act infront of everyone that you really treat me good.
Fuck you! Today pretend to be so good and the next day showing me your fucking attitude.
As what you say, don't push me to my limits!
Please don't act infront of me anymore, i treat you guys good and you're stepping on my head.
College friends are SUCK like a bloody hell!
Don't use me for your glamorous, if you wanna be a star just go. Nobody stop you!
Classmates??
Ya, we are so call, classmates. Be as selfish as you can buddy, and i'll treat you back in the same way!
My life is SUCK is because i live with you guys.
So...Fuck Your Life too friends!

no title

2011-03-05T09:54:00.001Z

FUCK MY SISTA LIFE OFF!

life is bored without him~

2011-03-05T09:10:00.001Z

Him

2011-02-22T09:37:00.003Z

I hope You could be ROMANTIC for Me!

Attn

2011-02-20T12:18:00.000Z

Sometimes i just need you to SHUT YOUR MOUTH & STAY AWAY FROM ME!

simply & random

2011-02-19T16:14:00.001Z

After been along time letting my blog covered with dust,

now a have a random post to update.

Ermm..my feeling now was so confusing until i can't express it out.

Have a complicated feeling of jealous, angry, somehow i don't even know what do i feel.

But all i can say is i'm unsatisfied of myself.

I think that i'm not as perfect as them, i'm jealous of them.

But i can do nothing with it~ TT

I feel depress!

Miss A a long time bestfriend but now no longer friend is good in her makeup, she has a beautiful features, good body shape, good in photoshoot & she even good in PR.

Miss B is actually my boyfriend ex & now her present boyfriend treat her so well.
(sometimes my boyfriend even defend her)

Miss C is so good in her makeup, her photoshoot technique, her DSLR camera, her lovely boyfriend & she is good in English.
Miss D she is gorgeous, pretty, sexy, talented, nice, she has a good boyfriend & she has lots of wonderful friends. Her life is seriously bombastic.

In conclusion i'm still a little girl & immature.

Sigh~

How much i wish i could be one of them. TT

Random post during Exam Season

2011-01-09T18:01:00.005Z

Ya, now is already exam season but i still can blog.

Incredible right? ^^

I'm having a 10days break before the next paper.

(but now 7days are left!)

Ermm.. i'm blogging about what i've done these past few days.

(In randomly, cause i can't re-arrange the date)

Study lorr.. As in study real hard!

Just don't want to resit, cause as everyone knows resit is very expensive.

Wu liao de money we don't spend on too much.

Save it for CNY and to buy new cloths. =D

Today, went out with my family.

Early in the morning wake me up. ==

Sigh~ Really beh tahan!

My face look more pale than the one who sick. TT

As usual, have breakfast at my aunt's kopitiam then visit alots of boutique.

(between this time, i saw my idol at PappaRich with his friend,

mood straight away turn on! ^^)

I bought nothing but my sister brought almost the whole shop back home.

I saw one short pants, is simple and nice.

Since i've lost my shorts jeans pants during last photoshooting.

(seluar pendek also want to curi ka? mou cin tou lo!)

But i guess is because i forget to take that pants and thats why is lost now!

(Of course lo! So many baju, no people help me take sure will left things behind lo!)

Then i taught wanna buy this pants as replacement.

Unfortunately, my sis says that she like it too and she BOUGHT IT!

Never mind, i'm always kind.

So now i'm going to borrow her pants and wear. *wink~

Oh ya, why am i so tired of waking up so early.

Cause yesterday,
Vicent came to my house and he play mahjong with my family.

But not nice for me,
cause i can only sit next to them cause i dunno how to play.

They play and play until i'm hungry and its 1am.

Then Vicent and i went to mamak stall and eat alot!

(btw i'm getting fatter and fatter,

my tummy is like 20inches of tire but i'm still glad with it)

6th of January, Australia

Colourfoo, alice, bao bao and doi doi went to Australia.

3months can't meet them until they come back.

I know that i will be very boring without them.

Sigh~

Nothing can do but just wait lo. TT

And coming 11th of January is Jing Wen's birthday.

Tomorrow we'll celebrate with her,
but i'm still not sure whether my boss are joining.

If not, then i'll take LRT all the way to my cousin's house lo.

No matter how, plan is still on!

I've just finished watching 3 sets of Barbie movie.

So excited!

A christmas carol, The barbie diaries & Barbie in a mermaid tale.

Wow!

Although watch many times already but still so excited with it.

Hahaha~ I'm crazy

And i guess thats all for my random post.

All craps and rubbish!

Hope you don't mind wasting time on reading this. ^^

final??

2010-12-29T08:58:00.000Z

Final exam is just around the corner,

and i'm not ready yet. TT

Feel like having no pressure at all.

I'm sucks!

Ohh ya...

I've mention bout this on my facebook,

it says " i wanted to go travel~ " something roughly like that.

And ya, i went to Genting on Monday with Vicent.

As usual we went there during midnight and overnight there.

Ermm...but something happen that makes me feel so bad.

* I've receive a call from my cousin sister, saying that my beloved niece is going back home.

And i can't controlled myself and i cry while having breakfast.

Of course i made Vicent feel bad too.

My feeling at that moment is so complicated.

I wanted to go home and meet my niece but at the same time i doesn't want to spoil our trip.

So i let Vicent decide.

And we stay at Genting, i can't stop my tears from falling.

I have no mood at all, as my niece grow up in my family.

We really have great bond between us, and i love her so much.

(Maybe you'll think this is childish~)

As i play in every games in the theme park i keep on thinking bout my niece.

Cry and cry~ Then i called her, we talk and my tears drop.

Then my cousin sister told me that she'll go home this Saturday,

my feeling is 360degrees change.

I smile and laugh, and i'm having fun with Vicent.

We won alots of prizes while playing games.

There are 3 fluff toys and all look so cute. Love it!

Then we went to the Chee Swee Temple (if i'm not mistaken)

We walk around and take a look on those God statues.

And now i'm reading on a book with the title " The Journey To Underworld ".

Still in the half way, haven't finish reading it! * it was a great book!

In conclusion still haven't study, still don't feel any pressure.

I'm gonna die!

darkness

2010-10-29T08:58:00.002Z

I feel darkness in my heart.
Feel so suffer, and i can't breath
So sudden, i felt my heart is totally empty.
I don't know who am i?
I'm lost, lost to no where.
It is so dark in my heart.
I can really feel the cold, the emptiness, the dull colour of it.
The scene are so clear that i can see now.

Pains,

Cold,

Dark,

Hurts,

Suffer,

Pressure.

Feel so relax, and my weight is so light.
Floating in the sky, i have no direction but to follow the wind blow.
I love the emptiness in my heart, with no worries, no pressure.
I might need love, but not now.
I love myself being like this, all alone, far away from the society.
How much i hope i can live like this forever.
I'm free, free from everything.

No locks,

No handcuffs,

No rules,

No law,

No blades,

No hurts,

No blood,

No pain.

I might be lost and can't find the way out.

At this moment, i feel happiness.

I may no need to express, to speech out, to show, to tell what i feel.

Because all i have here is just myself and no one is looking at me.

I know what i feel, i know what i want, is all in my heart.

I feel flowing of rhythm, the music, the instruments, the feelings.

I feel the composer, and i understand the meaning.

I feel it!

work to do?

2010-10-22T09:36:00.000Z

Yeappy..

I have done my Design Fundamentals assignment and already hand in this morning.

And my English for Communication's presentation done in this afternoon.

Wow! It means all my slide show, speech, out line, design all are DONE!

I grade myself a B+ as a reward. *blink

Woohoo! I'm so glad! Feel so hyper now. ^^

Wanted to hang out with Denise and William

but unfortunately they're busying with their hair show.

TT Sob sob sob

While i'm so bored sitting at home, Mr Vicent went to his "cousin" 's wedding party.

Gotta finish my Design homework now. God bless~

Turn round

2010-10-19T14:55:00.001Z

Ya, as i mention earlier lot of assignments that need me to finish.
And today, i've finish my Design Fundamentals assignment.
Thanks to my lovely classmates, they scarifies their time just to help me.
(Julia, Mei Yan & Marilyn)
Thanks a lot to all of you, i really appreciate it!

Btw, i've lost my pen drive yesterday. So unlucky! ==
All my 1000++ pictures gone & my assignments gone too.
Damn stress, some more got people don't understand my feeling.
Shit like hell! Since i'm so unhappy, hang out with Nise & William at night.
Chit chatting and fooling around makes me feel better. (overnight at Nise place)
Thanks for my best sista Nise and best brother William, you guys really help me a lot!

Gotta redo my English for Communication and have to done it before Thursday.
I need a lot of time to finish all my work.
Need to finish up the out-line and add on some materials.
My presentation change it to this Friday. God bless.

Oh ya... i'm joining the dancing society committee,
and tomorrow will be the first meeting.
Can't wait for it, and i really hope that i can handle it well.
Support me! ^^

Assignments

2010-10-16T08:19:00.000Z

Lots of assignments to do now.

And i only done one of it, that is English for Communication.

Coming Monday will be the presentation day for this subject.

Shit i'm so worry that i can't present it well.

TT ( God bless!)

22nd, coming Friday i need to pass up my Design Fundamentals assignment.

And my assignment is still in progress.

And i'm facing lots of troubles now.

Vicent and my laptop can't even download the Adobe Illustrator.

I only done drawing one and a half of people and i simply draw it.

I cant' hand in this quality of assignment to my lecturer.

I don't want to failed my course work! Hope i can finish it on time.

Ohh ya...

Not forgotten the same Friday i'm going to hang out with my OO family.

Can't wait for it. ^^

Good luck to myself!

Gosh!

2010-10-16T08:10:00.000Z

Not happy on Thursday night.
It was so bad that i really feel really depress.
Can't believe that i argue with him again just because of a small matter.
And sorry to Nise, William,and the chicken king for giving you guys troubles.
However, Mr Leong come and talk to me at last.
(i swear that this time is not my fault kay?!)
Everything become normal back.
By the way,gotta talk bout yesterday dinner at Hometown Steamboat
before the cold war started.
After finish busying at Marilyn's house,Vicent came and fetch me at Metro View.
Then we asked William to join us for dinner and not forgotten Denise too.
Plan over and over again. At last we make a choice to eat at Hometown Steamboat at Genting Kelang.
Denise and Adam aka "Chicken King" wait for us at the restaurant
while me and Vicent went to fetch William at his house.
Poor William who had waiting for us an hour. Sorry dear! =P
Then, we ordered a tom yam and porridge for normal steamboat, a cheese fondue,
and a chocolate fondue.
Guys, i need to admit that i really in love with the food there accept for the porridge.
(Yucks,it taste like glue with water!)
The cheese fondue taste so cheesy,but me and chicken king feel that it is
slightly a little salty.
But the three bitches love it! (Denise, Vicent and fat ass William)
And the chocolate fondue is out of expectation.
Can't believe that a the chocolate taste really GOOD and the price is really CHEAP!
Well, i love the chocolate fondue so much!
William is going to stop his so call "ON DIET" plan.
Since he can't control his tongue. =D Hahaha.. He is getting fatter now.
Enjoy outing with you guys a lot. It is a nice dinner if me and Vicent didn't start our war after the meal.
Never happen again, i promise! ^^ *blink
Thumbs up for the meal!

wedding gown

2010-10-11T13:43:00.000Z

Thanks to my sister Denise remind me bout this post.

I just remember bout this while i'm reading Denise's blog and listening to her blog song.

With the tittle of Wedding Dress.

Ya,i admit that i wanted to wear on

the wedding gown so much.

I dunno why but this feeling

appears for this few days only.

I'm jealous that they can wear on the

beautiful wedding dress.

I believe when is my turn to wear on it,i'll be real glad!

I'm choosing this picture because i know that,

no matter what kinda wedding gown that i'll wear.

I'll still be happy as the girl right in the picture.

I'm so jealous! I wanted to wear it so much!

Is your responsibility!

2010-10-11T13:17:00.000Z

I AM HERE TO TELL YOU THAT I'M NOT GOING TO HELP YOU ANYTHING BOUT YOUR BRAND NEW ROOM! I WON'T GIVE ANY COMMENTS AND MENTION BOUT IT! CAUSE IT IS NONE OF MY BUSINESS! DO IT YOURSELF AND I DON'T GIVE A DAMN! TQ~

Problems!

2010-10-11T13:05:00.004Z

I dunno what is going on between you and me.

I really feel that problems still occur.

We argue a lot for this whole month.

And i can feel that you don't really understand me well.

Feel bored with this kinda feeling.

I've been keep on repeating the same thing and you still don't understand.

We don't date like other peoples do.

We don't share and we're lack of communication.

Is so hard for you to read my mind and so do i.

I tried to give up,but i know this is not what we want.

I really hope you can do something about it.

Or else we just live like this until one day both of us really can break up.

I ran away from you many times.

And so was today.

But you doing the same thing,the thing that not i want you to do.

Seriously..........
I FUCKING HATE YOUR THIS KINDA ATTITUDE!

If you want me to change my attitude please change yours first.

Don't always mention that i don't care bout your feelings.

But you force me to do so.

Then who cares bout my feelings??

Is hard for me to explain to you,why am i doing all this.

Before that please change your attitude!

Thanks~

By the way,to all the FUCKERS!

Please get out of our life circle!

Please do not disturb my life,

or you'll pay for it!

I'm warning you!

Past tense

2010-10-11T12:50:00.001Z

Ermm...

It have been a long time that i didn't update my blog.

Well....actually i can't really recall back what happen previously.

But there is one thing that i can remember clearly,that is PD trip with my OO family.

This 2days 1night trip was fun although we spend most of the time in the bangalow that we rent.
Picture!

We're enjoying our banana boat~

Besides this,i also remember a few things happen.

Thats make me feel so much of stress.

It is bout my college life.

Really suck!

But now,is getting much better after i learn how to give and take.

Not forgotten is also to forgive.

And so now i'm still OKAY in the class.

But i really can mix around with some of my classmates.

Enjoy! ^^

By the way,my cousin sister just came back last Sunday from Taiwan.

And she bought lots of gifts for me.

Love it so much!

Thanks,Mandy~

(have to mention her name,to make her feel proud) XD

Gotta start and work really hard on my assignments!

Gosh~

Two hard assignments at one time,and have to hand in by next week.

Shit!

I know that i'm gonna be damn busy this week.

Wish me good luck! ^^

Ohh ya...nearly forgotten,i know you guys are reading my blog.

Thanks guys.. (to all my friend)

..........

2010-09-30T06:41:00.000Z

Fed up.

Speechless for me.

I have nothing to talk about this anymore.

Once and again my planning has been destroy.

And now is still remains the same.

DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMMORE!

no idea

2010-09-28T07:51:00.004Z

I've already decided.
But still feel weird.
Feel different when i listen to his voice.
I'm insane!

questions?

2010-09-28T04:55:00.002Z

Why is LOVE consist of so many QUESTIONS?

I don't know why am i becoming like that.

I have no idea about my negative thinking.

But what i saw is problems still occur when it comes to arguement.

And i don't feel that you feel it.

Letting you go,is not because i don't love you.

Is because i love you so much.

For your own good,i wish that i could be brave...

Be brave to let go my hand.

But i just do not have the heart to.
I need time to think,should we stay or we do have different ways to go.
My heart is so painful when we're arguing.
My tears drop everytime i listen to the truth.
Why is it so cruel?
When i love you more,i hate myself more.
I hate myself for hurting you once and once again.
Why everytime i couldn't tell you the truth that i feel,
but i choose to keep silent.
Yesterday was wrong,i shouldn't let you feel that we're okay.
But i just don't want you to stay awake.
Your eyes are red and you have class on the next morning.
I'm so worry bout you. I don't you to suffer because of me.
Do you know when you kneel infront of me,
that moment i really wanna kill myself.
My heart was broken,and my tears drop.
I'm trying not to hurt you anymore,but i hope you wouldn't do such a silly thing anymore.
Everytime when your suffering,my heart really feel pain.
I know i'm irrational.
And i don't know what was on my mind now.
I'm unwilling to let you go.
But i just hate myself so much when we argue.
And i hate that feeling so much.

But no matter what,there is only one thing that never change....
And it will never change....

giving up

2010-09-27T17:20:00.000Z

I realise that i'm not as strong as i thought.
It is a toughest and the worst thing that happend to me.
I'm so suffering now.
And no one could understand me.
I hope that i'll never made a mistake.
But i'm just to tired.
I'm tired for thinking bout this all over the time.
I'm bored,how much i wish that i could really give up.
But i can't!
God,please help!
Guide me please~ i'm really tired.
I don't feel like going to college anymore.
Feel like wanna withdraw.
I hate the feeling when i'm facing them!
And i really hate them too!
Hate myself for choosing the wrong subject.
Why do i need to tolerate them?
I should think of myself only,this is what it should be.
I just hate everything when it comes to college!
Hate their selfishness!
Fuck them off!

Second Sem

2010-09-23T06:48:00.001Z

Next Monday is going to start college again.

Second sem after this sem break.

SO fast!!!

I didn't really enjoy this sem break..

Gosh~ TT

Alot of things that i have to think off.

New classmates

(God bless! Hope they're friendly enuff)

New Subject

(hope it wouldn't be so tough,at least i could understand)

New lecturers

(hope they're not lazy & not too strict)

New timetable

(i dunwan to have nite class & saturday class)

Co-curricular

(gotta join this sem,this is where i'm goin to be torture)

It is so awful!

I think i might not have many time left after this sem opening.

Someone please KILL ME!

I'm so worried.

But i know i gotta face it.

Thought of staying at home for the first week.

But William ask me to attend the classes so that 4 of us can hang out.

But is true too,i miss the time we hang out so much.

Have lots of fun.

Miss you,Nise Miss you too,Wiliam & Always be miss,Vicent. ^^

Sigh~

Can start to feel bored before the new sem start.

TT Sob sob sob

Frankly speaking kay,i hate New Sem!

Dessert

2010-09-21T05:39:00.008Z

HIS-
Mr Vicent Leong

HER-

Ms Jacklyn Kong

Mr Vicent is back

2010-09-21T05:22:00.002Z

At last,he came back on 15 September mid night.

And this is the end for my freedom.

TT no more outing with friends till late night.

He look for me on the 17th.

Spend all our time together after 7days he went back his hometown.

Enjoyed being with him,we have lunch and dinner together.

That day was really tired,sleep early.

Thats why we forgotten to wish our male bitch sharp on 12am.

William's birthday falls on 18th September.

Yesterday we went to have dessert,

since he has some request from me so he has to pay back to me. XP

We went to Sweet Hut at Kuchai Lama.

But while on the way...Cold war happend.

Then we talk,and he do something that meke me feel really touched.

The war ends,and we still love each other so much! ^^

I know you love me.

And i love you too.

Cookies Birthday Celebration

2010-09-21T04:59:00.001Z

15 September

The same day,outing with my BFF.

Ya,this celebration is after the outing.

Is my Cookies dear birthday. ^^

Is going (already is) to be 17th this year.

After saying good bye to Ilicia and Lilly.

Straight meet up with Alice and Edwin at Low Yat.

Waiting for them to finish work. (including Rainee)

Around 10pm,meet up with Cookies and Calvin.

Suddenly Edis called and say he will join us to the restaurant.

Waiting for Edis and Mandy for LONG time.

Then we move on to the Korean Village.

While on the way to the restaurant,many funny things that happend.

* Skip skip skip.

Suddenly Anson pop out from Edwin's car,

Cookies and me have no idea why was him here.

(he told us that he is unable to join)

It was a suprise for his little daughter,Cookies. ^^

Enjoy the meal so much! And it taste really good.

Having lots of fun with them.

Here is our group picture.

On top (from left to right) :

Edwin, Alice, Rainee, Karthy, Edward, Mandy, Edis

Bottom (from left to right) :

Me, Cookies, Calvin, Anson

Heart them so much!

Happy Belated Birthday to my Cookies Dear!

Muackss~

Outing with my BFF

2010-09-21T04:43:00.002Z

15 September

Outing with Lilly and Ilicia.

So long didn't shop with them since both of them are SO busy.

As usual we plan to meet up at 2pm but i'm always late.

I reach there at 2.40pm. =P Sorry guys.

Then we went to Wong Kok at Pavillion to have our breakfast and lunch.

This is where we saw our nightmare.

Lazy to blog about this person.

* Skip skip skip

Then we shop around at Pav, Ilicia bought a purse from ROXY.

Then we move to Farenheit (Grand Opening on that day)

We shop until Lilly's leg was pain.

Charles & Keith grand opening sales for a week.

So both of them bought a bag and a purse from C & K.

TaaDaa..Picture of us.

Ilicia, Lilly and Me.

The End!

Keith's Birthday Party

2010-09-21T04:32:00.001Z

03 September

Celebrating Keith's birthday at his house.

A BBQ party!

It has been a long time that we didn't gather up after high school.

Everyone is busying about their studies,their very own college life.

That night was great,even W.Seng came back and celebrate for him.

Most of us are here.

I think Keith is really happy on that night.

Very lazy wanna talk...pictures would help.

His birhday cake.taste delicious..!

I guess this is Fruit Cheese.

Ling, Wei Seng and Me.

Sing K segment.

Me with the birthday boy!

Please cut your hair larr!

Cutting his cake.. =P

Happy Belated Birthday, Kah Keat.. ^^

F U C K O F F !

2010-09-09T20:02:00.002Z

To what ever "kitten" it is.
I doesn't want to bother what kinda cat or meow or any animal you are.
Just get out of my life!
Stop your fucking feeling towards my MR.
Fuck off with your bloody fish bone!
I don't need you to post anything about HIM.
You're too childish that you wouldn't have the chance to stand right beside me.
Go home and learn your fucking language before you come and talk to me.
You're too small and your brain is still unmature to think.
Don't mention anything fucking feeling of yours.
It doesn't make any sense at all!
You are such a slut! This is what i judged you!
Can't get the little one so replace by the big one?
Quite funny,aren't you?
Grow up little kitten! See the reality!
Go and learn something!
Just know how to have sex and taking naked pictures aren't enough for you to live!
You'll learn the lesson one day!
Keep on doing it and it will show the way to HELL!
So just FUCK OFF!

Special Post (requested by Vicent Leong)

2010-09-09T16:38:00.000Z

Crazy Vicent Leong ask me to post about him

Cause he is jealous of Denise. =="

Sot sot de!

Ohh ya!

He went back to his hometown already,this afternoon.

I just realise that Alor Setar is quite far from KL o.. (O.O)?

And ya,i miss him alot. ^^

I feel so lonely when he is not right beside me.

( I know he wants me to say that.. XP )

But seriously quite bored la..

Living without his stupid attitude is really empty. XD

Wish to hug him now.

Feel warm when i listen to his voice,

although we quarrel through the phone la.

( NOT kiss me through the phone! )

But i'll still ***** you so much!

♥

Love you,my baby boyy!

Muackss~ ^^

To my dear Nise Koh

2010-09-09T16:17:00.001Z

My lovely bitch is going back to her dad's hometown tomorrow,

before she went back to her hometown.

TT sob sob

I'll miss her so much!

Cause no one is going to hang out with me,gossip with me,help me to bully Vicent.

Oh Gosh!

Two weeks is not a short period.

Please do update whatever about you!

I must know about it!

And remember don't act like just came out from jail arr!

Luan luan lai!

I'll kill you before Adam King meet you. XP

Hehehe~

Miss you bitch!

change as the time change too

2010-09-09T15:59:00.003Z

I change my hair cut almost 4times this year.

And this is what i can say,

is getting shorter but mature.^^

I love it so much!

Hope Mr Leong could accept it,cause is consider short for him.

( China Man mahh! )

Here is some pictures that shows the different of the length.

Picture of 2009 Dec

Picture of 2010 June

See the length buddy.. TT

During OO Nite.

Hair make over,sponsor by SECOLO Hairdressing!

This is the time to CUT CUT CUT!

Pictures of 25 June

Pictures of 11 July

Again,look at the length~

Then...we have Toni&Guy Hair Show.

My hair have just grown a little and now need to cut again!

Thanks to Kath Newman from Toni&Guy.

Picture of 11 August

See..got abit different wan! XD

See me on my birthday!

Picture of 27 August

Got abit longer,right?

No matter what just say yes!

And now..........

Taadaaa!

Suprise with my hair ya?

Love this so much!

Thanks to my hair stylist,Wesley Chieng from SECOLO.

Pictures of 10 September

THE END!

Heart my HAIR!

Birthday Celebration 3

2010-09-08T15:08:00.000Z

07/09

Having my 3rd birthday celebration with my dears...

Cookies,Calvin & Anson!

Is quite suprise for me.

Cause i receive their call around 8.00pm++ bout the dinner.

Get evrything prepared and meet them at Times Square.

Arrive at the restaurant around 10.30pm++

All i can say was WOW!

The place was so nice.

We ate alot man!

BBQ fish, Thai steam squid, BBQ lala, Green curry crab & Salted Egg Crab..

Yum Yum Yummmm~

Freaking delicious!

And the place was nice!

Such a great place to have romantic dinner. XP

Thanks Calvin & Anson for planning this for me,a month ago.

Appreciate it,not forgotten thanks for the meal..^^

I'm really FULL!

All I Want Is To........

2010-09-06T18:47:00.002Z

Live Happily With You!

Birthday Celebration 2

2010-09-06T06:30:00.001Z

Yesterday was my 2nd birthday celebration with,

Edwin,Alice,Jonathan & Yuki.

Arrive at Look Out Point around 11.00pm.

Having great dinner with them,although the food sucks!

Just few of us,but i still enjoy so much!

Cause they are the important people in my life.
( Bao bao & Hong hong not here tonight! ) TT

We spend lots of time being together.

Work together,cry together,laugh together,make fun together.

But we also fight and argue among each others.

Thats why we're so close! ^^

Heart them so much!

Picture of my cake~

= Tiramisu =

Hahahaha~

My name? Lame ==

Present from my Doris kai ma!

Thanks mama...

Muackss~ ^^ I Love It!

Thanks for my VIP in my life!

LOVE you all! ^^

Good Bye DAV1 C2~

2010-09-05T08:21:00.001Z

So well to all my C2 classmates..

Cause next sem i'll be changing my class to C1.

New challenge for me.

Dunno whether i can suit myself anot in 3months time.

This sem is so hard for me to survive in C2,

cause of OO Nite.

I spend all my time after class with OO buddies.

Less join my classmates for outing. TT

This make us not really close.

But it is much better after the OO ends. ^^

I heard from C1 class rep that C1 students are so quiet.

I'm so worry since i'm so talkative,will i be alone in the class??

Shit man! What can i do??

I just get to mix around with C2 and now i have to change class.. ==

Die soon..!

..new enviroment..

..new people..

..new classmates..

..new groups..

Please help me!

I wanna survive! I don't wanna die!

Hope they'll be nice to us.

KLCC,Petrosains??

2010-09-04T13:26:00.000Z

Today outing with my bitch Denise and the gay boy Vicent Leong.

So long didnt went there already but actually is quite fun~ ^^

All of us act like small kids,playing with all the science..

Blowing wind in a room,taking a flight of a helicopter,

& the riding the huge black ball..^^ (my favourite)

Enjoy today so much!

We do capture alot of pictures.

But this is the special one... =P

*Oii..bitch where is our picture?? Upload please!

Taadaaa....!

Picture of me & my boyy..

Cute mou??

Hahahaha~

Stupid William didnt join us..

Dei sei! Cant capture pictures and have fun with us..

Don't jealous kay? XD

To my Beloved King

2010-09-03T06:18:00.000Z

Is holiday now..

When can we have an actual date?

Wanted to have a trip with you.

Is that okay?

* My sixth sense tells me that,your answer will be NO.

and giving alot of excuses. ==

Sure feel dissapointed again.

But i still need to ask you 1st.

Hopefully this time will be out of expectation.

The End for Exam

2010-09-03T06:13:00.000Z

Just finish my final exam yesterday.

Woots~

Is time for me to play. ^^

But next semester is going to start on this 27th September,

that means the mid-term exam is near too.

Don't think too much now.

Don't distract me from my mood. =P

Enjoy my holidays now.

Started to ask for activities and plans.

Make it FULL!

Enjoy~

Schedule with HIM

2010-09-01T05:42:00.000Z

Quite boring this few days.
Nothing much to be blog up.
Just wanna mention a few things right here..

27/08
Exam in the morning,English paper.
My classmate didnt realise that today is my birthday. As expected.
After the exam they sang me a birthday song and make me blush like an apple. ><
Meet up with my dear and he brought me to Wangsa Walk.
Something happen in the middle here ( skip skip skip )
Suddenly my OO family pop up,singing the birthday song with Secret's cake.
Touch but at the same time blurr.. Appreciate it! Thanks~
* I would like to thanks everyone for accompany me on that day.
Next plan.. watch movie!
Heart the time when two of us at 1Utama watching movie....
but after the cold war then we're okay and even better. Enjoy.
After the movie we went to Look Out Point to have our dinner.
The steak is suck! but it taste good cause he is right beside me. ^^
He be the last person to wish me after accompany me whole day long.
11.59pm sharp in his car. A very warm birthday wish and a sweet lips from him..

*Today we talk alot bout us,our history and our memories.
Love the time when bout of us are serious about a topic.
So sweet~ ^^

30/08
Wake up in the morning straight away FB as usual on the bed.
Saw something that i shouldn't know.
Get freaking mad about him! Wanted to screw him!
Jump off from bed,on the laptop and wanted to blog about it.
Suddenly he call me,i don't feel like answering at all!
But at last i answered and he ask me to look outside of my house.
And i saw him standing right infront of my house. =="
Started to cool down,cause i miss him!
I tried to ask him twice bout the thing and he didn't realise that i know bout it.
He look so blur and i get fucking mad!
Tell him everything and as usual he apologise. =="
Lying to me again! And he explain. ( blah blah blah )
Then...the end of the war!
Accompany him to eat breakfast. ^o^
Then we bring my little niece to Jusco. She is only 2years old ++.
She enjoy alot playing at the park.
And so do us.... ==
enjoy being misunderstand. Thought off being a 2years old girl parents. ( sweet & sweat )
Shop at the supemarket,since my king wants me to cook dinner for him.

Dinner tonight,
1) Japanese Herbal Chicken
2) Sardine Fish
3) Carrot Egg ^^
with desert...the Cincau. XP

All instant food..hahaha make my job easy!

Merdeka Eve.
We got no plan just watched movie at my home.
Since can't book any movie from GSC,they are all full!
Youtube our "friend" acompanying us.
But we still beh tahan,staying at home so boring.
So we plan to go out and have a drink.
Went to Old Town at Jalan Cochrane,so peacefull.
At least not as crowded as other places.
Movie movie and movie. This is how we celebrate.
Back home around 12.00 ++.
Continue watching movie.....until ?? ( i also forget d )
Go to bed! Sweet dreams.
The End.

31/08
Merdeka!
Dad and Mom's 30th Wedding Anniversary!
Happy Anniversary Mom and Dad! ^^

i wish.....

2010-08-26T13:08:00.000Z

I wish that the important peoples in my life will remember the day.

I'm so worry like past years.

Hope my families,

my jie and gor (mun & kit & joe & kw & lilly)

my beloved (mr leong)

my both important bitch (william & denise)

my secondary sista (ling & yt & ilicia,now at Australia)

my closest friends & dear (ai ren,alice & colourfoo & fei doi,anson & bao & hong)

my mtc's buddies (jason & bro,leong & dear,keong & 2C &.....)

my good good friends (wesley & fwing & .......)

too many to list...

but if i have a power on my birthday,

i will stop the time and spend the time with you guys.

But i only have 24hours. TT

august

2010-08-26T07:11:00.002Z

25th August

♥ Our lovely 2nd months ♥

Hope we may live happily.

Love you,dear!

27th August (tomorrow)

I can't believe that tomorrow is going to be my big day.

Don't feel it at all,

now what i feel is the pressure for my final.

What ever my final is,i'm still going to enjoy my day.

Wish to do something with it.

I guess for my close friends you would know,right?

I will be very emotional on my day.

Is either good or bad. (Smile or Cry)

Lets fate to answer me.

Tonight 12.00am sharp.

I'll be waiting like past years (as usual)

I'm so scared that i'll be disapointed. TT

Gosh!

Don't make me feel bad on my day,please..

I treasure it (my birthday) so much much muchy~

God bless!

Love my mom & myself.. =P

ashamed of myself

2010-08-24T08:43:00.001Z

I seen everything dark.

And i believe it is dark and negative.

Tomorrow is the final exam and that will influence my loan,

but i can do nothing with it.

Just because i'm too emotional.

Hate it.

Believe that there are no bright lights in the dark side of you.

I'm fed up,speechless,disapointed.

And this words,i keep on repeating for many times.

Hate myself for taking it too serious.

I'm so stupid!

I know that i'm crying for nothing.

And i do know that time wouldn't turned back.

But this time really hurt my deep.

Please save me,please!

the truth

2010-08-24T07:35:00.007Z

How much i wish this relationship could last long.

But i really dunno till when can i still stand.

Living in lies is a kinda of suffer thing.

Who wants to be cheated?? Especially the one they love.

A few love triangles appear around me.

What i feel is the 3rd party is always wrong.

But is definetely not as wrong as the one who make mistake in the relationship.

What i feel today is..

i do not have the right to judge or even comment on peoples relationship.

Cause i'm a failure too.

I fail to make my love one to be truthful to me.

If you really love someone is that a very hard thing for you to be sincere?

I did wrong too,but why i still can be sincere to you and explain?

You lie to me!

How many times did i ask you?

And what did you answer to me?

Have you think about that i'll know the truth accidently?

And what was my feeling after knowing the truth?

Once and once again you disapoint me.

And that is such a great job.

Ya,we love and care for each other so much.

And even much more compare with the others.

But why do we have so much of arguements??

Peoples always ask bout us with the title "World War Again?".

Think about it.

I really mind of it,and try to think the same thing is going to happend to you.

What would you feel?

I'm sorry to post this but this is the only place where i trust.

I hope we can really can live and keep this relationship with the word "Trust".

I love you thats why i care for you.

* Sorry for bein stubborn and controllin you.but i'm just worry bout you.i noe you always tell me that you'll goin to stay at home and play your game but actually went out to cc.i hope that between us will have trust so i hope next time you'll tell me de truth but not lying me.ya,my attitude really got probem but sometimes i'm just playing and you dun need to take it seriously.so you dun need to worry that i'll not lettin you out,and next time you can inform me earlier when you wanna out.hope you won't lie to me and last minute inform me.you enjoy your game ba.you no need to back home before 1am le.i noe you can't make it.but i'll wait for you to back home if i still can stay awake.becareful.

13/08/2010 12.40AM

Message that i sent to you.

Toni&Guy Academy

2010-08-12T14:55:00.001Z

Wow!

Yesterday is such a bombastic day for us.

William Khor's hair......OMG lo~

Fuckin LALA!

"Ngor zip sou em dou lo!"

After his hair wash,the colour is ORANGE.

My reaction was WTF?? So ugly lo..

But after styling then is much better. =P

Btw,sorry for hurting you la.. ^^

Muhahaha~

But damn sharp lo,today i can see you from far due to your hair colour.

Don't worry,you won't be lost now.

Hehehe.. XD

Look on the pictures,before and after~

Before,still look like "sho zai"

After,look so damn LALA man! But i like it! XP

Got attitude lo..

Waiting at the saloon for thousand years,

freaking hungry.

And my sista,Denise leave us earlier cause of her meeting at college.

TT sob sob

Tought wanna go shopping after our hair are done.

So William and me decide to call McD delivery.

What i can say for the food is.......

"Hou sek dou....!"

OMG~

McD GCB is so tasty! I love it! But accept for the chicken skin la..

So juicy,so delicious that catch my tounge..

Yum yum yummy~ ^^

Tomorrow my turn to dye my hair.

I can't wait for it! Make it another bambastic hair colour,please.

Most of all,thanks to our hair stylist. (Kath)

And not forgotten,tomorrow will be a make up thingy~

So,stay tune. I'll capture more pictures to upload.

If can,you guys are invited to watch our hair show.

Theme: COLLIDES

By: Toni&Guy Academy

Date: 15th July 2010

Time: 8.00pm till 10.00pm

Location: City Harvest Church,

No.8, SS 13/6,

Subang Jaya,KL

Dress code: Stylish and Trendy

*Attn to my friends,please let me know that you're coming or not.

I'll try to get you the invitation cards.

`Special post for my beloved sista,Denise.

Darlin,don't keep it in your heart and make you unhappy.

I wish that you'll always cheerful,kay?

I'll always be at your side no matter what.

I love you,dear..^^

Raymond Lam 林峯 - 直到你不找我

2010-08-10T08:34:00.000Z

sem break holi?

2010-08-10T06:01:00.001Z

Final exam is just around the corner!

OMG~

Ask me ask me,whether i'm ready yet.

The answer would be,NO!

But i'm planning for my sem break holi now.

I wanted to go Kuantan with my boy,

but he seems like don't really wanna go with me.

TT sad!

Who can go with me? To Kuantan,Cherating beach.

This is a nice place la,so romantic d.. ^^

Can watch sun rise leh..

See the picture,see the picture.

Nice leh... ^^

Mr.Vicent Leong,regret now??

Wanna go with me?

Or else,i'll find somebody to go with me.

Hahaha~ trying to threaten you sin. =P

I wanna go so badly larr...! TT

Please~

too much to blog about =="

2010-08-10T05:26:00.002Z

Feel so bored for this few days.

Yesterday,i miss my lecture at 8am cause can't wake up in the morning.

So i went for the tutorial class at 1.30pm.

But the class is so much boring then staying at home.

We just discuss and do our presentation,thats all.

Class finish sharp at 3pm.

Got nothing to do!

Went to Wangsa Walk with my class rep,Sean.

Ya,just both of us. Feel so stupid right?

We plan to watch the movie "La Comedie Humaine".

But the movie didn't show at Wangsa Walk TGV.

==" buat kerja sia-sia sahaja.

Since we're there then we plan to watch another movie,

"The Jade and The Pearl" by Raymond Lam. ^^

The movie starts at 4.45pm but we're late.

I guess around 4.55pm we went in to the box.

You know what?

I saw two guys in the whole box excluding both of us.

Hahaha.. (LOL)

Another ==" for us~

But i still enjoy the movie because of Raymond.. ^^

After movie,i tried to text Mr.Vicent but can't.

OMG~

I'm having a big trouble now!

If i didn't text him i believe the World War 3 is going to happend.

==" (Again lo..)

Stupid DiGi!

I only can receive calls from people but i can't even call out and send a text messge.

Receive a message from DiGi this morning says that,

"Sorry for line interruption."

Blah blah blah~ Giving excuses only! F**K la..

Didn't inform at all before stoping my line,such an idiot!

So another ==" for me!

Spending time with Mr.Vicent at SS2 night market.

Hot and Boring!

Walk for so long also can't find any food for me to eat.

Sien lo!

Thought of having suprise from him,but he tell me that,

No Suprise means Suprise!

Yeah~ What a Big Suprise??

==" for Mr.Vicent Leong,good job!

Conclusion,i also pening a...!

Really beh tahan d!

The End.

anti-arguments!

2010-08-08T11:35:00.004Z

I HATE ARGUING!

R.I.P

2010-08-07T12:49:00.000Z

I'm such a failure!

I just got the news bout my two little princess had past away for a month.

And i just know bout this last night.

I'm fuckin suck for being a mother of them.

I still remember when i 1st bought them from the pet shop.

They live as my daughters for only half year.

They die because of fighting in the cage.

TT (sob sob)

I can't accept it when i first listen to the news.

Vincci (zhen mei) and Vanice are the two dearest daughter of Anson and mine.

Anson asked me whether we should buy another new pair to replace them.

But my answer is NO!

They'll never be replaced,so i'm thinking of buying a pair of "Tamaguchi".

Is that a good idea? Easier to take care..

Message to my daughters,

*No matter what,mummy will always love both of you!

Muackss~ RIP

My Man!

2010-08-06T09:48:00.000Z

You know what i just found this in my phone memory.

And this is during the Orientation Odyssey Night's rehearsal.

Suprise me when i saw this. ^^

Hope to share with you guys.

And ya,just ignore about the picture quality.

(my handphone sucks!)

I promise next time will record with better camera.

And i can't rotate that,so just listen to it. ^^

Is copyright,just for Mr Vicent Leong.

no promise

2010-08-05T08:43:00.002Z

WARNING!

Do not simply promise to people while you can't keep your promise!

No promise means good promise.

No promise no arguements,but sometimes peoples need promise to settle arguements.

WTH!

Conclusion,NO PROMISE if you can't keep it.

So......, Mr.Special!

Please do not simply promise me,when you know you can give me nothing!

Here is the promise...

* What you want and that is what i'll give!

No way man!

You can't give me what i want cause all i want is TIME!

I want your time,but you're too busy and you can't give it to me.

So,no promises to me after you're free..kay?!

Btw,this is really what i want,really hope that you can give me. TT

This few days sot d,

got a lot of things that i want to eat!

Hope my wish will come true!

-Steamboat (hope can have it with lots of friends)

-Beautiful cakes/ Tasty strawberry cheese cakes (love it! i want it so much!)

-McD GCB (wanna try it! can't stop my saliva from dropping.)

-A&W (my favourite)

movie??

2010-08-04T13:26:00.001Z

Yup,

SALT!

I went to watch SALT on this Monday with my beloved Vicent,

the fuckin male bitch William & the freakin sexy female bitch Denise.

All bitches went to have dinner at the Popeye's before the movie.

* (The food suck! I know that i'm going to watch SALT after the meal.

But the food don't need to be so SALTY de lo!)

Btw,what is the different between normal and 2D??

Well,i don't see any different between them. =="

Rank for this movie,okay not bad. Can go for it!

I have a lot of movies that i wanted to watch,

but i heard that the final exam's timetable is out.

Have to check out about that.

Mr Vicent always have not enough time to accompany me,

in the other to say,we have no time for dating at all.

Feel so bored!

Need to fill in my precious free time with my buddies now.

Hehe~

I guess Mr Vicent is going to kill me after he saw this post.

But no choice,i wish to go back to the past.

I enjoyed my life! ^^

Hope he can be at my side more,so that i don't have any free time.

Oh ya,now watching a HK movie.

I love it cause of Raymond Lam is one of the character in this movie.

The tittle is The Mysteries of Love.

Rank: Superb for me. Cause i really love Raymond so much! ^^

change change change

2010-07-30T09:16:00.001Z

Oh ya,

i've nearly forgotten.

So many of them change their backgrounds.

And it is all so nice.

Jefferd's blog,Charis's Blog,Chermaine's blog and Denise's blog.

Wow!

I really like it la.. =P

Nice blog guys!

*Just receive a call from my doctor,and the result is out.
Ya,i'm safe.
NO DENGGUE!
But he say i still need to take a stonger medicine to prevent H1N1.
TT
Good Luck to me!

No Tittle

2010-07-30T09:08:00.000Z

I'm sick.

And ya,really have a bad sick for 5days.

Great high fever,cough and flu.

Whole week didn't went to college d.

Every night can't even sleep well,

my whole body is in pain.

No appetite at all,all food is tasteless for me.

Really SO XIN KU lo..

Thursday night,

having a very high fever.

My mom says that my body is like burning.

She staight away call my doctor,and doctor JD suspect that i'm having denggue.

So Friday,today,

have a blood test this morning.

Still waiting for the report now.

Today feel much more better d.

But dunno why since yesterday i keep on sweating like no body business

untill now. TT

For this whole week,

thanks for letting me know who is the person who really cares for me.

Thanks Denise and Chermaine,i miss you guys too.

And i also wish to make noise around you,cause if i never talk i'm gonna die. ^^

I forgotten to let "YOU GUYS" know that i'm those kinda of people that remember peoples bad.

"YOU GUYS" are going to pay me your debt!

Sick!

2010-07-23T15:33:00.000Z

Peoples around me are all sick!

Most of them are mostly high fever,flu, and cough.

I'm so worried bout them,the first one who fall sick is Jefferd.

Then my dear,Vicent.

Followed by Angella,Shibi,Eugene, and not forgotten MYSELF!

sob sob TT

Guys,please take good care of yourselves!

The weather is bad,please drink plenty of water.

Before you go for a doctor.

Seriously,no more KFC and McDonald for this few days!

This afternoon,after i had the KFC,Zinger Burger..

straight away feel the pain in my throat!

Now start to become itchy and cough.

Feel that my nose is sending me a signal,that.......

I'M GOING TO HAVE FLU SOON!!

OMG~

I can't fall sick now!

I still need to take care of my MR.

God Bless,please!

Hope all of them recover soon! TT

Pray to GOD!

Mr Vicent Leong

2010-07-21T07:32:00.000Z

Nothing special.

Just wanna mention him on my blog only.

I know this is silly but no choice.

Cause i miss him so much!

Today never go college thought of resting at home.

But seems like is other way round.

Never go college means can't see him!

I miss him so much!! (sob sobs)

Because of that,

Mr Leong promised me that he will come to my house after his class at 5pm.

Mom already cook his rice.

After he come can straight away start makan d.

So xin fu lo!

Wish to see him soon.

♥ My Bao Bei!

Cleo Mag Star Search 2010

2010-07-21T05:32:00.001Z

Today only have 1class that is mass comm 11am-2pm.

Dated by Denise and meet up at canteen2 after class.

Nothing special,

just went to the Cleo Mag Star Search with my two beloved darling;

Chermaine & Denise.

Is too bad cause this contaest is only for girls,

or else William & Vicent would like to join too~ =P

So here is some pictures of the process of 2hours ++.

From having make-up,till hair do and taking pictures.

3,2,1 Start now!

Smooky Eyes~

Me & my make-up artist

My two beloved~

Denise & Chermaine

Done!

me and him

2010-07-20T02:27:00.000Z

Vicent Leong & Jacklyn Kong

♥

OO Nite

2010-07-13T14:47:00.000Z

Second day without OO Family Members.

Is a very hard time for me,this whole day feeling unwell.

Just sleep and facebook only.

Wake up at 3pm this afternoon,and straight away online to see our OO pictures.

Cry again!

I miss them so much,i miss every single part of the training.

This feeling is controling me.

I don't know what to do?

Everytime thinking about OO,my tears fall~

I really appreciate you guys,and i do treasure you all!

This is making all of us suffer,it is as pain as someone important in our life leave us away.

I just can't stand anymore!

Guys we should do something,i don't want to be torture with the feeling!

I love you,guys so so much!

Sorry for being RUDE!

2010-07-07T01:58:00.001Z

This is my blog,my diary.

No matter what i post i believe that this is all my P/C.

I don't hope that my post or my words will never bring through somewhere else.

I believe for the people who read my blog they should know.

All these post is all about me and not others.

It is all under our privacy.

Ya,i agree if you say that if is privacy why should it be posted?

Because this is the place that where we let people know about us.

Is that wrong??

Doesn't matter,blog or Facebook or Friendster or Twitter or what ever,

Is that a must for every word we say have to be recorded and replay once again for correction?

I understand we're in a situation,of taking good care of our reputation.

But this is P/C.

I really hope you can understand.

Sorry for being rude for questioning or informing or what ever.

But this is my blog,you can ignore it.

I'm not sure whether,this post will make an issue or not.

[but that is a fact]

Seriously,i do miss the time we've been together.

And we will miss it after this,

but do we feel happy with all this arguements right now?

I really wish everyone can be happy like what Joe says.

I really wish to~

But now we're like no privacy,even post a single comment or post have to think twice.

Why is this happening??

So weird? Even a conversation between our friends make an issue.

It is same like reading peoples text message without permission.

I bet that all of us really wish to be like a family with all of you,

besides than only the twelve of us.

I still remember how you guys bring me into the audition room,

train me for a zero and now i can do a incomplete split,incomplete dance,incomplete drama.

You know how much i wish to be praise by you,just a single word ''good'' is more than enough for me.

Ya,i might look tough at the outer but not in the inside.

Do you guys know that i feel like hurting myself when i saw Jeffred,Ching Su and others fight for us?

I really don't want to give any trouble to them anymore.

And this is why i keep on mentioning that i don't mind about getting to be Queen or worst come to worst even quit?

Is not i'm giving up myself before you guys give up on me.

Sorry to Kai Loon,i know that i sound so rude talking to you yesterday,

but i hope you can feel what i mean.

I really think about your words,and now i know le.

I know that i need to control or maybe after this i will just follow what ever instruction is.

Sorry for forcing you guys to become like this.

I'm sorry if i hurt anyone of you,i'm really sorry~

But i really hope that we're in one family,is ONE FAMILY!

And not forgotten,i know that although i might not have a chance to win,

but i get the most precious thing that is him.

Thanks to all of you from not taking us out due to the rules and regulation.

[i don't know should i mention it here? but i hope you guys can ignore it! tq]

We've already together,and is impossible for us to act like we're just friends.

Be professional,right? But did you guys see what we have done during trainings?

We didn't stick to each other for all the time or maybe sometimes but most of the times is bacause of drama.

I agree on what ''N'' says,

she says that people wouldn't see the white piece of paper but only the black dots on it.

This is what is happening on both of us.

From the starting,we came in with heart.

Fill up with love and joys that brought from Jeffred,Ching Su,Joe,Shibi,Ben and so many more.

But there are some black paints painted by you.

At last come out with a heart like a stone.

I do love you guys!

Our memories are still in my mind,especially the first day of training.

How you guys ask me not to give up,asking me to try my best and teaching me step by step.

I feel the warm,and now the warm is becoming cold.

*How much i wanted to cry while typing this post,but i know it is useless.

Just hope that this few days can past faster!

Then we can just be normal friends without any pressure on us.

I love you all!

I love OO Night!

OO Night

2010-07-07T01:10:00.001Z

For me,now everything is not important.

Accept for OO Night~

All i can say is i love all my finalist,they are the energy for me to be here.

I love you,guys!

Sometimes release stress by confessing is good,

at least we dont feel stress up.

But all i can say is 'jiong sam bei sam'.

I hope everyone is doing good.

No matter what did i say,i still love my family!

My one and only family!

The OO Night Finalist 2010~

Tired!

2010-06-15T19:22:00.000Z

Now is already 3.22am and I'm still doing my assignment.

I freaking tired now,need someone to accompany me.

Tomorrow morning have class at 8am.

This time I'm really going to die.

I'll be lack of sleep,my eyes started to feel pain now.

I guess it will swollen soon. TT

I really feel wanna sleep but can't.

Tomorrow need to wake up my nv ren,

and remind him to cook breakfast for me.

But i guess tomorrow i don't need any breakfast le,

all i need is to sleep.

Tired tired tired~

Just wish me good luck and hope that i can finish it soon.

Angry,Rush,Tired!

2010-06-15T07:10:00.000Z

12/06/2010

Today having outing with my tracian friends~

All i can say for today is all rush rush and rush!

Making me stressful!

The driver for today gets really mad..

since we have to rush from place A to B(my house).

[All our schedule is out of what we've expected~]

We're trevelling around KL but still can't back to my home.

Gone through many many tolls,as we're lost in the city.

*Sigh~

And te driver is showing his face to me.

*WTH!

After round and round in the city for an hour,

at last we have reach.

Just went home to change cloths and travel again to The Mines.

We went to a book fair a The Mines and we join the Mina Mag contest.

These are the pictures~

Sorry,cause the pictures look blur.

Technical problem ya..^^

Remember the face of that guy,

he is the driver of the day andhe is the one who show his face to me!

Hng~

So far,nothing special bout today other then the rushing incident.

The End

Reminder: Please remember not to do last minutes work,or else you'll end up like me. ^^

tired!

2010-05-29T07:26:00.001Z

This is what people says to me,when they saw me.

I'm freaking tired as in i'm not enough sleep.

Went to school early in the morning,just like secondary school.

This is really suck!

Can't even sleep well this few nights.

And now i'm sick!

Having flu,cough,and heahache since yesterday.

Today morning just went to a doctor,

don't know i can survive till when?

Everynight sleep late,

make my dark circle getting worst.

Hundred pieces of concealer doesn't help me to cover the circle.

My face look so pale,just like a ghost.

Eyes and head are so heavy.

I can't stand this anymore!

I'M SICK AND TIRED

OF BEING

SICK AND TIRED!

dream!

2010-05-19T08:22:00.002Z

Having nonsense dreams these couple of days.

Maybe I'm giving too much of stress to myself.

I know that i can't keep on forcing myself anymore.

Feeling tired and lack of sleep are the main causes,i guess?

What should i do?

There so many things that are waiting for me to be done.

Gosh!

Can anyone please lend me your hand?

Please~

Lets talk about my dreams that i've dream these days.

Monday night,

this dream can be categories as sweet dream or maybe a normal dream.

Where i dream ''a guy'' and spending time in the garden.

But this garden doesn't exist and it is more like my chilhood.

The garden look like the garden that we saw in ''Charlie and the Chocolate Factory''.

Nothing special,but just lying on the grass and looking at the blue sky.

Then i'm awake!

So stupid right?

Tuesday night,

This i can seriously say that it is a nightmare for me.

But this is not the first time i had this dream,

there are couple of times the same person appears in my second world.

The stories are more or less feel like the same,

the differents are the place that i've been in my dream.

The person is a ''girl'' that i don't really like.

We were friends and now we are no more friends.

So the dream is about,

we suddenly becoming friends AGAIN and at the same time we're actually quite close.

*[In the DREAM]

Spending times together and we can laugh to each other.

This dream is actually in a not existing shopping complex.

The funny thing is,in the complex they have sauna and theme park.

Is hard for me to explain but is like that.

We're having sauna together and when we came out there are theme park.

Like those fairy tales,you know?

That place was fun,really love it.

*[BUT I DON'T ENJOY CAUSE THE WOMEN IS IN MY DREAM!]

Then we end up like buying cute cakes in a bakery.

Untill now i can still remember how those cute cakes look like and their flavours. ^^

I just can't believe that i have all this dreams,

and all are related with fairy tales.

THE END!

TIME

2010-05-14T09:09:00.000Z

It have been a very long time that i didn't update my blog~

I become much lazier as time passed.

So many things that happend these couple of months.

But all i know all these are past and not important anymore.

There are only things that shouldn't be forgotten,

they are all my friends!

They really care and love me.

We spend most of the time together and so it made our friendship gets deeper.

Even now,i still went to visit them. [Actually is disturb them. XP]

College life has start,

just hope that i can go through the life smoothly.

Hope everything is alright.

Miss Mr.N~

OFF OFF OFF~

2010-03-01T08:40:00.001Z

OFF OFF OFF!

Gotta be crazy soon~

I stress out with all these problems..

Gonna become ''SIAO'' some other days..

Stress of LOVE <3

Stress of MONEY $$

Stress of FAMILY @.@

What should i do??

I don't wanna make everything complicated,

but it is already complicated now!

I can't handle it by myself alone.

Somehow,i already broke up with Jin.

Maybe we make it too quick so it end up like this.

But it doesn't matter,cause it is fine.

And we're still good friends.

Results is going to release soon,but i'm not ready yet.

After been enjoying playing around,

i know that i should pay the debt now.

Went all over around with the accompany by

Edwin,Joe,Ken,Alice,Yuki,Connie & Gaston.

(they are all my good friends)

Spending all the time with them i really enjoy.

But why every stories in my life can't end with happy ending??

I taught i have them being right beside me,and everything willl be fine.

But it doesn't happend like what i have aspect.

Well,after celebrate CNY i guess this is the time to end all my stories here.

I should solve it now,and not to wait for anything.

I will believe in myself.

But i still need support for you guys.

Thanks~

Blog~

2010-02-09T03:38:00.001Z

I have left my blog dead since i'm busying with my work.

Nothing much to talk about here,

i just wanna mention bout my dear Ilicia have back to K.L last few weeks.

We do get to meet her at Summer Cafe. Hope she is doing good now.

It have been two or three weeks i didn't contact with Lilly cause busying preparing things.

Feel so sorry to her and i do miss her alot~

Oh ya~ Forgotten bout something!

I've been together with my baby Jin. (it is a long story to tell on.)

Chinese New Year is just around the corner,is everyone ready??

But i'm not ready yet..TT

I feel that i'm lack of time,everyday after work went to have supper with friends.

Back home around two or three. Feeling tired for this kinda life.

During off day,spending time with Mandy shopping around just to preparing for CNY.

I guess that is it,i have simply mention everything in here.

The End~

List of What I'm Busying For:
-working
-worried bout ''my lover'' and ''colour'' (they are facing some problems)
-taking good care of my daughters (my two little hamster) [vanice & vincci]
-preparing present for my baby Jin for his birthday
-worried bout my colleague (he is facing some problem too..)
-planning for CNY
-& not forgotten bout this coming Valentine Day.

Working??

2010-01-07T08:22:00.001Z

Month of January,

still haven't work yet.

Got an offer from some company such as

CHANEL as i told earlier, THE SKIN LAB,

ORIGINS and ONE MOBILE.

Feel so weird,why most of the work is more to skin care?

Even myself also not sure.

Feel so bored when i heard the word 'WORK'!

I start to work as a part timer since I'm 12years old.

I involve in many kinda of work,

*Second May Card Design-Office job

Avin-Selling shoes

Bittersweet-Retail on Street Wears

Metrojaya-Selling Balenciaga handbags

Metrojaya-Selling fragrances

Isetan-CHANEL

I really have no more idea on which kinda work I'm looking for.

But i know what is my target,that is work to earn more money..

I LOVE $$ SO MUCH!

So which company can pay me high salary,i will go there..

Muhahaha~

Conclusion:I choose to work at ONE MOBILE,

start working on 04 January 2010.

All i can say that i never made a wrong decision,

cause my employer is such a nice person. ^^

Meet up my old friend Loong Zai and Bao Bao.

Hahaha,they still recognize me..

My job is so simple,

sit,wait,serve and get money! ^^

I don't even feel tired at all and i really love my job.

*Facing some problems,Skin Lab called me for the second times after i reject the job.

Settle on yesterday,once again i reject their offer.

National Service

2010-01-07T07:47:00.001Z

02 & 03 January 2010

Both of my bestfriends went to NS.

(Sarawak and Negeri Sembilan)

They are going to be back 3months later,

my feeling now is so complicated.

I text them with the tears falls from my eyes.

Do you know how much i unwilling to face the fact,

that i can't get to see them for 3months time?? TT

No matter what,i'll wait for you guys to be back.

All the best and good luck to both of you~

Birthday Celebration for Qi

2010-01-07T07:37:00.002Z

01 January 2010

The first day for the brand new year of 2010~

Qi birthday falls on 2nd January but we celebrate with her one day earlier.

Having a barbecue party at her house.

Attend by all my cousins of the birthday girl,

*Mandy,Yoong Yoong,Kee Kee,Brandon,Jacklyn & so on..

Accompany by friends,

*Abu,Chuen,Daigao,BB,Kar Kar,Ah Bear (BB's friend)

Enjoy that night so much,

cause is very hard for six of us (the cousins) to gather around together.

Spending that night talking about our past.

Six of us gone through a lot of things together cause we born in the same year of 1992.

*So special,right?

Picture is with Qi,Kar and BB...

So gonna update later after getting pictures from them.

*Happy Belated Birthday Qi~ ^^

Sweet sweet eighteen...

Christmas And New Year Celebration

2010-01-07T07:18:00.002Z

24 December 2009

Christmas Eve Night~

No where to go,since I'm still staying at Mandy house..

Jordan gave us a call around 9pm.

And we went to have a drink for this very simple Christmas Eve.

Every where is full of people~

At last we went to the Xuan Music Cafe.

Enjoying the music and have a sweet conversation between us.

*Mandy,Jordan,Carmen & Me : )

Feel so clam and lovely~ ^^

THE END!

Picture of celebration for CHRISTMAS!

28-30 December 2009

Gotta work!

I've accept a job from CHANEL,The Garden,Isetan.

Work as a beauty advisor~

Learn a lot of make up tactics from my senior,Amanda.

She really teach me a lot of things.

Thanks~ ^^

Facing no problem workin at there,with the help from Amanda.

Get to gain more new friends from Anna Sui,RMK,Christian Dior and so on..

Having so much fun,working there with them.
*CHANEL wants me to work for them on the January for 8days,
still wondering whether i should accept the job or not?? TT

THE END!

31 December 2009

The end of the day for year 2009~

As usual i will celebrate with friends.

But this year is different compared with past years.

Cause usually December will be my working month and
so most of the New Year eve i will be celebrating with my colleague.

But i still enjoy my New Year Eve 2009 so well.

New Year Eve celebration with....

Mandy (cause I'm still overnight at her house),

Qian Yi,

Chuen,

Daigao,

Daigao cousin bro (i forgot his name),

AkiMoto

We went to Look Out Point,

it was so jam all the way looong up the hill and get down the hill.

We spent more than 1 and a half hour in car. *Damn

But we get to see the whole KL's fireworks.

That was amazing,until i forget to capture down the picture. TT

Conclusion: Good bye year 2009 and you really give me a lot of sweet memories!

THE END!

22 DECEMBER 2009

2009-12-22T04:07:00.001Z

Today is Chinese 'Toong Jie'

A very special and important day..

My mom wake me up early in the morning just to lend her my hand.

I'm the chef assistant today,helping the main chef to round up the tong yuen.^^

This year only made two colours that is red and white.

The picture above is not the picture i snap,but i grab from Google.

Hehe~ Kinda lazy today.

Tonight going to have BIG MEAL (in Chinese).

So enjoy mom's cook tonight! Yummy~

Just can't wait anymore! =P

Tomorrow going to attend the undang class,

so tonight after the meal i'm going to overnight at Mandy house.TT

Spending my Christmas Eve with her too~

Will back on this Friday 25 December 2009.